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174 – Being Human – The Deal

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The Deal

As someone who is generally recognized as an incarnated god (for want of a better word), being human is not something I’m all that good at. This entry, I look at The Deal that allowed me to incarnate safely.

Not Well Liked

Humans, as a species, aren’t very well liked by other races.

I’ve lost count of the amount of times someone has told me how much they hate or detest them. Be it a ranting demonic that happens to come across my path, or a fallen angelic or what have you. There is a long list of beings who just don’t care much for Humanity.

Long time readers of this blog will know that there are humans and then there are otherkin. (Non-human souls in a human body.)

Generally, it is considered that they are no better than slaves or livestock. (Though to be fair, to Fallen, such as The Annunaki, all other beings are looked upon in that way.)

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173 – Being Human – More Observations

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More Observations

As someone who is generally recognised as an incarnated god (for want of a better word), being human is not something I’m all that good at. I thought, though, I would write some entries on what it is like for me, and also what I’ve learned. Today I will give more observations on my limited, though hopefully relevant, experiences.

Being Self- Conscious

I used to always worry about what others thought about me. I was extremely self-conscious.

It took me a very long time to realise this, but I finally understood that most people were too busy worrying about what others thought of themselves. Others barely rated a blip on their radar.

Sure, there are always some who will take great delight in hating and putting you down just because you exist. That’s generally due to needing negative attention, which is borne of ego, self-loathing, or psychological trauma. Anything to take attention away from themselves. (Though, some will have past life issues with you, or might just be demonics doing what demonics do.)

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172 – Being Human – Am I Asexual?

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Being Asexual

As someone who is generally recognized as an incarnated god (for want of a better word), being human is not something I’m all that good at. I thought, though, I would write some entries on what it is like for me, and also what I’ve learned. This entry, I look at sex and if I am asexual.

Sex Drive

I’ve never had much interest in seeking out partners and having sex with them.

For many, sex is a driving force that creates relationships and is also a vital need. For me, it never has been.

I noticed that, once I had gotten past my shift into puberty, my sex drive appeared to diminish and by the time I was around age twenty, it was not really a primary factor when seeking a partner.

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