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The Phoenix Archives: About This Site

The Phoenix Archives

Welcome to The Phoenix Archives.

You are about to enter into a series of blogs that may well challenge all that you believe in.

First item at hand:   This is not a work of fiction.

This site is a supplemental blog to my autobiography:    I Am The Phoenix.

For those who have read it, this blog will provide a lot of additional information and insights into that book.

For those who have not, it will still provide a lot of fascinating information.

Much of History and Mythology has been incorrectly recorded, either through lack of information or being written by the Victors.

I will attempt to cover what I know and fill in the blanks as they come to light.

All I can do is promise that the information is as faithful to History as it can be made. Events will be described as they occurred without dramatization or embellishment.

At this point in time, a new entry will be released every Saturday at 6 am PST.

To start at the beginning, click on this link:     A little about me.

You can see all entries here.

The next entries can be found at the bottom of the page by clicking ‘next’.

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221 – What if I can’t meditate.

failure to meditate

Meditation as a Skill

One of the things that was drummed into me, as I was starting, in earnest, on my path, back in 1984, was that to progress spiritually, you must meditate.

Many different sources, some from books, some from people, would repeat this to me over the years.

The message was always the same. If you don’t do it every day, you will never make spiritual progress nor develop your psychic powers and abilities.

It seemed that the bottom line was: If you don’t meditate, you will not get very far.

I decided, it was in my best interest to learn this skill.

Read more: 221 – What if I can’t meditate.

My Personal Meditation Space

It was suggested that one should create a personal space that was dedicated to meditation. A little alcove was deemed to be ideal.

As synchronicity would have it, a large sized playhouse, made out of cardboard, was being thrown away at work. I felt it was perfect for my needs, so I asked if I could take it.

The playhouse was up in a private area and used it as my meditation space for a while.

I also ended up with a meditation cloak Those are intended to shield you from outside energies. It was made for me because, at the time, I was playing Dungeons and Dragons. An annual event was coming and as I played a cleric, a cloak with a hood was made for me.  It was made from a material perfect for my meditative needs.

(As a side note, I eventually stopped playing D&D when I started to notice that the lines between fantasy and real life were blurring, and it was no longer the escapism I had come to enjoy!)

My Failure to Meditate

Try as I might, I could never settle and meditate. When I tried, I just felt myself thinking, this feels like a waste of time, and I could be doing something more productive.

As the years wore on, I tried all the techniques I could find. I visited places that offered to teach you and read books on the subject.

But my efforts were in vain. No matter how much I practiced or tried, I simply could not do it.

All I felt was an energetic discomfort as I focused on my breathing. I wasn’t feeling any shift in my consciousness, nor did I feel any improvements due to what I was doing.

Personal Observations

This bothered me for many years until I started to make some personal observations.

My abilities were growing anyway. I was starting to develop abilities and skills that were said to only be gained through dedicated practice and meditation.

One of the goals of meditation is to have control over one’s thoughts and quieten your mind. However, I’ve noticed that I can do this naturally.  For decades, I have observed my own thoughts and random “noise” appears to be absent.

I put part of this down to the effects of Bach Flower Remedies, but it’s always felt natural.

Someone, who claimed that he could read minds and sense thoughts, remarked that I had the quietest mind he had ever come across.

Another reason to meditate is that it’s good for health, and a sense of wellbeing. I can’t say that helped me. But Bach Flower Remedies did.

There are many reasons to meditate, and those who do it can no doubt come up with them.

However, there was one thing I noticed about those who did meditate. It didn’t seem to improve them spiritually. They were still assholes. They still indulged in their dramas and they were no less jealous and spiteful of their spiritual peers.

Meditation May Not Be for You

While I couldn’t meditate, I did notice that I was doing a conscious contemplation. This was on a regular basis. I could do it anywhere. Walking, working, at a concert, at the movies…

The timing didn’t matter. I was not only getting information that I needed on the fly, but working on my soul evolution, knowledge, communicating with my guides, and finding my inner peace and calm.

I came to the conclusion that meditation is just one way to reach your goals.

It’s not the only way.

If you can’t do it, it does not mean you will never progress. Find your own method. Do what feels right for you.

Don’t let some snobby, so-called guru, insist that their way is the only way. It’s not.

You do you. Because that is the best way forward… for you.

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220 – Humans: – A Rant

rant about humans

And now a rant.

This entry a rant about humans and their attitudes.

To summarize what the previous three entries have been about, human souls and otherkin, are not native to this world. They were allowed to come here by agreeing to two main soul agreements.

1). Humans must take care of each other

2). Humans must take care of the Earth and its lifeforms.

To put it bluntly, most here are guests on this planet.

That means humans are guests, too. They do not have a divine right to be here. Their bodies belong to The Gaia.

Read more: 220 – Humans: – A Rant

The Gaia is Real and Big

The Gaia isn’t some theory or esoteric concept. I know that people love to believe She is, but I can tell you She isn’t.

Many have felt her. Many have met her. Omen, who had more metaphysical knowledge than anyone I knew, said the following about Her when he felt Her calling him.

“Do you know how big Gaia is? It’s not just the earth’s aura, you know?

It’s everything attached to, and living off of it, too

I mean, sure it’s not as bad as angelics, but it’s still out of my league… because i can’t eat it.

Or I could but that would be counterproductive to my survival here… and everywhere else as a result.”

I’ve felt her call me over the decades. I’ve met some of her minor Avatars and I know her main avatar (which many others have independently recognized).

Point is, this is not something that can be dismissed by saying: Well, it’s not real, so I can ignore it.

Human Behavior is Appalling

With that in mind, The Gaia and the soul contracts are very real. They cannot be simply dismissed.

The behavior of so many on this planet is appalling.

There is simply no excuse that justifies treating each other the way we do. Lying, cheating, slavery, scamming, exploiting and anything else along those lines.

The stealing of land, attempted genocide, treatment of nature, the killing of non-human creatures, just because they are either in the way, or you don’t happen to like what they look like.

There is also no excuse to abuse this planet the way many do.

There is living in this world, and using its resources, and then there is the rape of a planet and what it has to offer.

It’s acknowledged that it’s virtually impossible to keep a zero-impact footprint in today’s world, and allowances are made for that. Try as we might, if you want to fucntion in today’s society, we have to accept that certain evils are a way of life.

But what many are doing goes way beyond that. It’s a poisoning of the planet and its energies.

No Reason Not to Look After Each Other

The fact we need laws just to keep people from doing terrible acts says a lot about who we are as a society and species.

There simply is no excuse to exploit everything to make yourself rich. How rich do you need to be before even looking after others?

My point is, looking after each other isn’t something that you should be told to do. You should just do it. There is no reason not to.

Keeping people homeless, poor, starving, and working jobs that pay next to nothing, for political gain, power, or status, is the exact opposite of how we are supposed to be treating each other.

Your 3D laws do not make it right. Your excuses of “that’s the way it’s always been” or “my religion says this is how it should be” is not an excuse. The Gaia, and Universal Law, do not recognize such justifications.

It’s Time to Make a Choice

And now we come to a point in history where it looks like humans will need to make a choice.

Either continue down this road and risk this world being destroyed by human stupidity.

Or risk being wiped out by The Gaia, or those who protect Her.

Or abide by the soul agreements.

Those who do not follow them will risk being barred from this planet. Or at least the higher levels. The lower ones (the ones that would be considered Hellish in nature) would need to be gone through first for a chance for reentry.

Karma is Real

Humans also have this insane idea that they have one life. That they can do whatever the Hell they want, and once they die, they will not have to worry about the consequences.

Well, for those who believe that, I have news for you. Every time you reincarnate here, you will be bound to the situations, and its circumstances that you have created.

You don’t get to escape it. You get to experience it. And not as the victor, but from the other side of things. For instance, If you created a slave trade, you will be born as a slave. It’s not a punishment. It’s simply how things work. Karma is real. Karma is cause and effect.

Most don’t get it, though. They just keep on doubling down on their actions. This may be due to the core personality rarely changing between incarnations. We remain consistent from lifetime to lifetime. Even in the astral levels, we don’t change that much. We just know we’re spirit, not the meatbag that people believe they are.

But even that option won’t be available to begin with if you are barred. The process of earning back your right to be here will involve coming up through the lower levels. Conspiracy theorists will feel right at home there, as they will get to live out their worst nightmares. The things they insisted were true (even though they weren’t) will become part of the reality they have attuned to and chosen for themselves.

Only once you’ve accepted responsibility for your own choices and actions, and shown true penance, and understanding (which the Universe will repeatedly test you on), will you be able to move on.

We’re Not Asking Much

You may argue that just because we don’t remember these agreements, that they don’t hold, but that doesn’t matter.

There is no way people can truly justify the way they are treating each other and exploiting this world for their own selfish gains.

Yes, it’s fine to use the resources. It’s not fine to use them to consolidate power, money or exploit others.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t believe. The soul contracts are still valid and still active. I’ve checked them.

All who violate them will discover how real they are.

And honestly, we’re not asking much. Just treat each other and this planet decently. Stop spreading malicious information and attacking those who you don’t agree with.

It’s now up to you to take note, pass the message onto those who will listen and safeguard the future of this planet.

And if you’re asking, “who the hell are you to be saying this”, let me remind you, that I’m Geb. I am the god of this Earth. A title that is not just random or frivolous. I work with The Gaia. I have from the start, and I will continue to do so after I’ve left this body.

The contracts will be enforced. Your belief is not required.

If you don’t believe me, try me.

/end rant.

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219 – The Soul Contracts with The Gaia.

Soul Contracts Annunaki

The Problem with Channeled Information

I’ve thought long and hard about that post that Dance Macabre wrote about Khnum and the Soul Contracts.

Channeling information can be a mixed bag. Some information can be very accurate, and some can be muddied. Both can occur with the same entity.

It all comes down to your skill, attunement level, and who you may be channeling.

While I cannot vouch that this was Khnum, I have heard this rhetoric before. That there have been intentions to wipe out humans.

This was a common theme that I would hear from The Triquerta and The Annunaki. Omen would mention occasionally, to me, that they wanted to “reset” this world, because they had lost control of humans.

Read more: 219 – The Soul Contracts with The Gaia.

The Conditions for Coming Here

Let’s put that aside for now as things have changed. The Triquerta are no more, and The Annunaki are on standby to be held accountable for their crimes against this world. They are no longer considered a factor. (Though the channel was written at a time when they still were in power.)

Even if everything else in that post was wrong, I can confirm that the contracts that were spoken of are correct.

I’ve checked to see if they exist. They are a fact.

As mentioned, they simply are:

1). Humans must take care of each other

2). Humans must take care of the Earth and its lifeforms.

Something that was insisted upon as a condition for coming here.

Any soul that chooses to incarnate on this world are obliged to sign the soul contracts.

Such soul agreements do not expire unless a limit is put upon them.

The So Called Great Experiment

For a while, these agreements worked out fine. There was a harmony, and everyone enjoyed the 3D dance and the experiences that life had to offer.

When The Annunaki came and the gods decided they should rule, things went to hell. Bloody wars broke out and many of the Gaia’s Fae were wiped out, along with other denizens of the time.

Then, around five or six thousand years ago, new human bodies were seeded. They were genetically altered to block the connection between body, soul, spirit, and Source.

From what I can tell, the first and ninth chakra (earth and spirit) were specifically deactivated. Disconnecting the human body from Source(s).

This was known by many as The Great Experiment. The plan was said to give more meaning to life, but the intention was to control those who were incarnated through fear and propaganda.

Why The Soul Contracts Were Not Enforced

Now, I can’t say this for certain, but things appeared to rapidly go downhill since that time. Once the connection was lost, and humans had to work for their spirituality, it seemed to bring out the worst in them.

Throughout history, teachers have incarnated to try and help this world remember who they are, where they should be headed, and what agreements they had.

Most of the time, it appeared that humans didn’t like what they heard, so they either twisted the teachings so they could justify their own behavior, or just killed the messenger.

And while the soul agreements are old and go back many millennia, they have not been enforced because of circumstances.

Because of interference by The Triquerta, Annunaki, The 12 and the gods, plus the fact that humans were cut off, it was hard, and potentially unfair to punish those who were not aware of such contracts while they were incarnated.

But that time is at an end. Now that those who were behind much of the troubles of this world are finally being dealt with, it also means that those souls who are incarnated, need to make a choice.

Abide by the agreements or risk being barred from this planet.

Let’s Discuss How Fair It Is

For those who consider this unfair, let me put it this way.

Supposing you build a home on a plot of land. It’s yours in every sense of the word. It’s large and it’s beautiful. Others wish to share your home and experience all it has to offer. You tell them fine, but they need to treat you, and other guests decently, and look after the area itself.

Instead of abiding by those agreements, they decide to lay claim to your land and possessions, attempt to imprison or kill you, attack your family, trash the place, and use it as a base for enslaving others.

You then remind them of the agreements they made, but they not only ignore it, but deny it ever happened.

Not exactly something anyone would be happy with, one would say.

But you do have a recourse. You can evict everyone from your land by virtue of the agreements they made. No ifs, no buts. It’s just how it is.

Perhaps you can give them another chance. You can tell them to behave. Maybe explain that this is their last warning, their final chance.

But what to do if they decide to ignore you?

On that subject, I’ve a few thoughts.

Next: A rant.