Nephthys
I don’t know how my soul children find me (Soul Links I presume) but find me, like many others, they do. To date, all the avatars of Nephthys have tracked me down, Horus the younger, elder, Osiris (both before and after versions) and, of course, Seth.
Nephthys is one I have always felt close to.
She has several avatars.
Nephthys Avatars
The first one found me back in 2011. It was about a year before I finally was able to accept who I was, but regardless, I recognized her personality.
She claimed to be a Phoenix, and considering that Nephthys is the daughter of both Geb and Nut, this makes perfect sense. She is a mix of both Fae and Phoenii energies.
She had a stubborn streak, and while fiercely loyal, she could be downright frustrating at times. Of course, the same could be said for most of my children.
I met what appeared to be the main Nephthys avatar in 2012 and we’ve kept in touch ever since.
She retained a lot of memories of her past lives as Nephthys. I felt it might be a good idea for her to share her side of the story. Mythology is pretty much created by the victors, so to speak.
Life On The 5D
One more, important fact, I should mention. The 5D world is very much like the 3D. Apart from the need of human bodies to get things done, everything is as solid there as it is here. Also, the rules of physics are different to the 3D.
Lightbodies (the form our Soul takes) can create physical objects through energy manipulation. They can include houses, private areas, workspaces, and so on.
Lightbodies can alter forms, if one is skilled enough to so do. I once asked Omen about this, and he said that most can only shift forms to a certain degree. There are those who are more capable of complete transformation.
A Lightbody can also exchange energies and create a new being, which is a combination of both. This happens as a matter of course. (Though there is way more control over when and where it does occur.)
The Lightbody can also be hurt, damaged or even killed. This is much harder to do, but it does, and can occur.
The events Nephthys describes happen on the 5D. Without that context, the story will make less sense.
Impersonating ISIS
The below entry addresses the story where Nephthys was said to impersonate ISIS to sleep with her husband / half-brother, Osiris.
A story I never felt all that comfortable about and the truth behind it. When I scan for that incident (that is, follow lines to feel what happened), it feels like things didn’t quite go down the way history claimed.
It’s also worth noting that Nephthys has told me that she was sworn to secrecy, so anything that was said in the past might not be valid or the truth.
Let’s hear her side of the story in her own words.
Nephthys Speaks
Every time you ask me to write something for your blog, things go bad for me in life. Which makes me want to expose the truth that much more. And I know what I say holds truth, for I can still see where I was when I was called out.
I can still feel the pain when others wouldn’t believe me. How it felt to have others talk about me, for something that was the idea of my sister.
We’ve all heard the story how ISIS was betrayed by her sister. Well, I’m here to let you know that story is a lie.
ISIS is not what you think. As her sister, I watched her get what she wanted from others. I’ve seen how cold, and dark she could be. Having others do things, and holding it over their heads, to gain power.
That is how this power-hungry slut gained so much power. She could play the victim role so well, when she told a story, people took it as truth. (Not to mention people feared what she’d do to them if they went against ISIS in any way).
The Plan
Even though I watched ISIS gain power, I still didn’t want to be a part of it. It didn’t matter what she said, I wouldn’t join.
One day ISIS came up to me, and told me she needed to get away. Said she had a meeting set up but didn’t want Osiris knowing about it. Said she needed my help. Told me if I did what she wanted, she would leave me alone about gaining power. She told me I wouldn’t be hurting anyone, I’d just be taking her place, all I had to do was shapeshift ( I was way better than she was at shapeshifting).
I gave my word that I would not speak to anyone what ISIS wanted me to do. Set always told me to keep away from ISIS. I wanted to tell him what her plan was, but I couldn’t go back on my word, even if I had given it to ISIS. I usually listened to Set, but this time I didn’t. Guilt still gets to me for not doing as he said.
I let ISIS talk me into shapeshifting into her image and meeting up with Osiris. I didn’t want to do it. I knew something bad was going to come of this. ISIS would not tell me where she was going, or who she was meeting with.
The Betrayal
ISIS wanted me to become her for a night. Said this meeting she had to attend was very important. Said it would change things for all of us. As we all know, I did what ISIS asked. I became her. She told me if I could trick Osiris into thinking I was her, then I’d be safe. As soon as Osiris laid eyes on me, he knew I wasn’t ISIS. He hurried me indoors before someone figured it out and made trouble.
Once I was out of public view, I got to change back into myself. (The conversation Osiris and I had that night is for a different day.) When it was time for me to leave, I changed back into ISIS. No more did I step out into the public, ISIS was standing at higher ground pointing me out, telling everyone I betrayed her.
She told them I was a traitor. How I betrayed her and disgraced my family. That she knew all along I was after Osiris, but she didn’t think I would trick him into thinking I was her.
As I turned to Osiris for help, he just stood there, not saying a word. Nothing I said or did changed the minds of those who saw me. I knew yelling out the truth would come back on me, so I kept my mouth shut.
Puppets
I’m not sure if ISIS really had a meeting that night, or if she just wanted to set me up, so she could control me (which she did). Not only was Osiris her puppet, I was, too.
Even though Osiris knew who I really was, he never stood up to ISIS. Like a coward he stayed in the shadows acting surprised by it all. As ISIS was pointing the finger at me, no one ever stopped to wonder where she went, or how I could find time to be around Osiris. ISIS always had Osiris by the hand.
Love Spell
Now ISIS had gotten what she wanted. She got control over me. I became her servant. As she made her fame grow, she still yet would remind others what I had done to her. As others could see I wasn’t heartbroken over Osiris, or even acted like I wanted him. ISIS could see this, so she put a love spell on me. One of the most powerful spells ever created. For many lives I have chased after him and failed.
Same goes for this life. I met Osiris, and chased him, until the curse was finally broke. How do I know it’s broke? I drive past him twice a day, and I feel nothing towards him, except hurt for not speaking the truth.
About Osiris
While I’m exposing ISIS, might as well expose Osiris too.
When I was alone with Osiris, I got to shift back into myself. He was very interested in what ISIS was up to. Kept trying to get me to tell him everything I knew (ISIS thought this might happen, so she gave me little information about where she was going, and what her plan was). And don’t think Osiris played the innocent role. He learned how to gain control of others just from watching ISIS.