Seeking control
The previous entry that Nephthys wrote for me is interesting. I have no reason to not believe it. Those events happened a long time ago now and there is little value in making up lies about them.
The fact that she still remembers it and that the hurt is still fresh is what speaks volumes to me.
Besides, it’s quite in keeping with the nature of ISIS. She did betray her own father, RA, after all, by poisoning him and forcing him to give him her name before she healed him.
Names
If you know someone’s real name, you can control them. Your true name is your actual vibrational resonance. In short, it’s your actual being / soul state. It allows one to use things, such as binds, that are attuned to your exact frequency.
It’s like a radio station I.D. If you know the frequency, you can tune into it. So never give it out to anyone. As a side note, the higher the vibration of your being, the harder it is to pronounce the name or control it.
Spineless
I’ve spoken to a few who remember those times and remember Osiris. If there was one consensus about him, it was that he doesn’t have a spine.
From my point of view, Osiris was more than likely under the thrall of ISIS. It wouldn’t surprise me that she used his real name to bind him to her. Of course, this is speculation, but it seems to resonate with me at this point of time.
She couldn’t do that to Set (Seth) because he was under my protection and Horus had Hathor, who would have given ISIS a run for her money in manipulation. (The Hathors, as they are called, are incredibly frustrating to deal with, even to this day.)
Phoenix energy
From what I recall, ISIS wanted to go up in status with The Triquerta (the astral equivalent of the Mafia and the major power at the time). One of her plans was to give them a phoenix.
Phoenix energy was (and still is) greatly sought after because of its incredible power for both creation and destruction. It also allowed one to access places that were normally off-limits.
A Set Up
As they couldn’t get it from me, and Seth was uncontrollable (by design), Osiris was the next logical choice. Handing him over to Them would have been quite a feather in her cap.
While it was true that Seth did indeed take out his half-brother (half, because I rebirthed him and NUT had nothing to do with it), it was claimed by Nicole, (Mari’s spirit friend) that he was set up. There may be truth to that.
Osiris was certainly something that couldn’t be allowed to fall into the hands of The Triquerta. Things were already bad enough as it was, and “Them” having control of a phoenix, as powerful as that one, was the last thing that was needed.
Phoenix reborn
I also knew that it wouldn’t kill him. You can’t kill a phoenix after all (though many have tried). Something that Osiris’s spirit has whined on and on to me about in this life. The only thing that shuts him up is when I tell him to stop being ISIS’s bitch.
After Seth cut him into pieces, his spirit fled to The Underworld and spent a lot of time there. (Or as one goddess put it, spent his time sulking.)
Osiris also has avatars on Earth. I’ve come across several of them. They are certainly personable, but they do lack that spine.
As I said, it’s conceivable that ISIS did put a spell over him. Still, he never approached me for help, at least that I can recall, so there was nothing I could do about it. (Free Will dictates what I can and cannot do.)
In any case, it does seem that ISIS is the root of a lot of my family’s problems. Certainly not the only one who has caused trouble (that would be a long list), but was clearly one of the major players. At least back then.
But, as always, things are not what they seem. In this case, while it is true that ISIS was a major problem, she wasn’t the real cause.
And that I plan to explore in my next entry.