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61 – Nephthys On That Night With Osiris

Following on from my previous entries, Nephthys agreed to 
write more about her memories in regards to past  events.

Back To The 5D

Once again, Nephthys agreed to write more about her memories regarding past events. The next three entries will cover them.

Remember, these events took place on the 5D.

The Night With Osiris

As we all know, I spent a night with Osiris. I’ve also told you that I would tell you what went down that night.

I try to always keep my word. I always forgive those who do me wrong. I’ve been told I was too nice, and that was one of the reasons why this goddess (ISIS) hated me so much. I gave Osiris my word that I wouldn’t tell anyone what we spoke about. I couldn’t even tell Seth.  The time I spent with Osiris, was the only time he was away from ISIS.

Once we were behind closed doors, he asked me to turn back into myself. For he spent all of his time looking at the face of ISIS, that it would be nice to see a different face. Besides, him telling me what she had done, felt weird telling it to the face of ISIS.

So, I shapeshifted back into Nephthys. Osiris said I didn’t make a very good ISIS: I wasn’t mean enough to be her. We laughed about it. For I knew firsthand what Isis was capable of.

Real Name

Osiris told me he had went against our father and brother. He didn’t speak of what that was about, just that he knew he had done wrong, but he was caught, and controlled by ISIS. She used her charm to get Osiris to even speak with her about her so-called plans (Which Osiris said was all a lie).

She had gotten Osiris’s real name. Said she wanted to try something with it, and if it worked, she gave her word she would release him. So, Osiris gave up his name, and ISIS went back on her word. Osiris was her bitch.

Isis would tell Osiris to do things, and if he refused, she would make him. She controlled him. He knew others were talking about him behind his back. And he didn’t know that ISIS was doing a practice run on Osiris, to achieve something bigger.

Once Osiris saw her gaining knowledge of our real names, and what she done to Ra, Osiris feared what she would do to him.

Guilt

I begged Osiris to let me tell our brother, and father what she was doing, but he said NO. Said he was told he got himself into this mess, he can get himself out. Osiris told me he’s just trying to be a good guy, but finding out that being a good guy got him in a trap. In the eyes of the public, if he didn’t follow her lead, she would control him to hurt others.

He felt guilt for giving up his real name. He felt weak for falling into her trap. She had taken all of his power. It was sad seeing him so powerless. I was upset that he wouldn’t stop ISIS. We had a plan to try, and work together to stop her. Osiris was nervous that it wouldn’t work, and wouldn’t let me get others to help stop her.

ISIS didn’t call me out ’cause I betrayed her, she called me out ’cause she saw the spark of hope in Osiris. When I turned to Osiris, waiting on him to say something to ISIS, all I saw was a darkness. She put out that spark he was holding onto.

After that, I wouldn’t look, speak, or even be in the same place as Osiris. I wanted nothing to do with him. I was ready to help him escape ISIS, but he threw me to the wolves so to speak.

The Love Spell

Osiris tried to talk with me, but I walked away every time. ISIS became jealous. She thought Osiris was wanting me instead of her. Not knowing he was just trying to apologize for what he done to me, and it was looking like she was wrong about me.

I wasn’t in love with Osiris, and others could tell. That’s when the love spells came into play.  Everyone in my family was angry at each other for some reason. Reasons no one would tell me about. Which was probably a good thing since I was under the puppet master ISIS.

I upset a lot of others by being so loyal to her. But as you all know now, it was a spell/curse and not my will to be loyal to her. So many damaging things were going on at the time, no one ever questioned why I was so loyal to her all of a sudden. Same went for Osiris. And those that did see this as being odd, just called us traitors. We have been bound by the spells of ISIS to be her puppets.

As for me, her spell/curse is no longer active. It’s been broken. I can’t speak on behalf of Osiris, so I can’t tell you if his curse is broke.

Anubis

I have a child who is upset with how he became. He had believed the lies about an affair. And I was already a puppet, I didn’t see the point in trying to fight for the truth. I’m sure he’ll hold more anger towards me for not trying to tell him.

Taking it upon myself to decide for him not to believe my side. I’ve met Anubis in this life. I could feel the anger he still holds for me. And for the record, it’s not that I was ashamed of him, or how he came about, I just didn’t see the point in trying to find someone to be on my side. By this time ISIS was very powerful.

My Thoughts On Anubis

What I find curious is that both Anubis and Nephthys seem to think that Osiris was his father. If I had to put money on it, I’d say that this was a trick of ISIS.

Anubis is the son of Seth and Nephthys. Anyone who even took a casual glance would see the resemblance to Seth.

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60 – Seth and Osiris – What Really Happened?

Archetype Villain

If mythology ever spawned a bad guy, it was Seth, the Egyptian god of Chaos. A quick Google search and you’ll find that he killed Osiris, was said to be Satan and was jealous of his family.

Of course, it also mentions that he was the son of Geb and NUT.

Technically, you could make the argument that I, as Geb, gave birth to Satan and you could successfully argue that, though you would be wrong.

Satan, Lucifer, Baal, Beelzebub, etc, are Titles. Any demon can claim them if they can defeat the current holder, or the title itself can be passed on to another.

Demon Lord Titles

On this point, Satan and Lucifer are two very different beings. Lucifer (according to Omen, and he would know) is the official devil.

I should hasten to point out that The Devil of The Bible does not actually exist. There is no competition between The Source and Satan for who will gain control of this world. After all, if God is all, and there is nothing outside of Him/Her, then it makes little sense. However, in the Realm of the Relative, where everything has its polar opposite, these things can and do exist.

the realm of the relative, where everything has its polar opposite, these things can exist.

Satan

Yes, Seth was known as Satan, but that was way before I rebirthed him. More importantly, Satan isn’t so much a tempter, but a being who enforces contracts that have been made by people during their lifetimes. That’s the job and someone must do it.

But by those who know him, he was never seen as evil and corruptive.

I realize I’m sticking my neck out here by stating this, but it’s an important distinction.  What you see is what you get and, personally, I prefer an “in your face” attitude to the deceit and honey-laden words of the one who carried the Title of Lucifer. (Who seriously wants me dead.)

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58 – Musings On Osiris And ISIS

Seeking control

The previous entry that Nephthys wrote for me is interesting. I have no reason to not believe it. Those events happened a long time ago now and there is little value in making up lies about them.

The fact that she still remembers it and that the hurt is still fresh is what speaks volumes to me.

Besides, it’s quite in keeping with the nature of ISIS. She did betray her own father, RA, after all, by poisoning him and forcing him to give him her name before she healed him.

Names

If you know someone’s real name, you can control them. Your true name is your actual vibrational resonance. In short, it’s your actual being / soul state. It allows one to use things, such as binds, that are attuned to your exact frequency.

It’s like a radio station I.D. If you know the frequency, you can tune into it. So never give it out to anyone.  As a side note, the higher the vibration of your being, the harder it is to pronounce the name or control it.

Spineless

I’ve spoken to a few who remember those times and remember Osiris. If there was one consensus about him, it was that he doesn’t have a spine.

From my point of view, Osiris was more than likely under the thrall of ISIS. It wouldn’t surprise me that she used his real name to bind him to her. Of course, this is speculation, but it seems to resonate with me at this point of time.

She couldn’t do that to Set (Seth) because he was under my protection and Horus had Hathor, who would have given ISIS a run for her money in manipulation. (The Hathors, as they are called, are incredibly frustrating to deal with, even to this day.)

Phoenix energy

From what I recall, ISIS wanted to go up in status with The Triquerta (the astral equivalent of the Mafia and the major power at the time). One of her plans was to give them a phoenix.

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