28 – The Mandela Effect – Attunement

Attunement And The Illusion of Time

This entry discussed timelines and attunement.

We have discussed death, alternative memories, coming back, and parallel worlds.

I’ve also mentioned this kind of thing happens to us a lot.  Nevertheless, we don’t normally remember such incidences when they occur to us, or we don’t twig to what is really going on.

Clearly, this raises a lot of questions.  Some I will attempt to answer and some I am trying to still work out myself.

Let us begin with an overused cliché, used in spiritual circles. Time is an illusion.

The Illusion

Yes, time is an illusion, and the illusion is complete.

Everything that ever was, is and will be, is happening right now, in this very moment.

Everything that ever was, is and will be, is happening right now, in this very moment.

This is very hard for the 3D mind to comprehend, let alone accept.

We wake up in the morning and when we go to sleep, a day has passed and you cannot just say, “Oh, but that was just an illusion…”

For the purposes of functioning in the 3D world, real time has passed.

But it’s the illusion of time that allows us to experience it as a separate stream of consciousness.

The 4D

The 3D is known as the physical world we live in.

The 5D is the world where we exist as lightbodies.

The 4D, however, is known as time. I believe it’s the dimension that separates the illusion of time from the eternal now.

The 4D allows us to choose where we end up in history, and also gives us the ability to experience and process events in a sequential order. (As opposed to everything happening all at the same time.)

Thus, everything that ever existed is happening now, and there is literally no time.

Attunement

We, as Spirit, can choose to enter into any timeline we choose, at any particular moment in history. The only limits are what we are attuned to energy-wise

Those who can mind travel (and really, that’s something I’m sure we can all do) can not only go anywhere, but also “anywhen”.

But what of us in the 3D dimension, in our bodies? Can we shift to different versions of this world? Can we find a nicer reality and if so, how do we do it?

The key to this is Attunement.

Vibrational Levels

By this I mean, if you have raised your personal vibrational levels enough, you can shift to a higher version of the world.   If your level is lower than before, then you might find yourself in a lower or darker version.

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27 – The Mandela Effect – The Alternate Outcome

The Death Wish

One morning, sometime in the year 2000, when I woke up after a night’s sleep and heard my Guides ask me a question:   Do you still wish to leave?

The question caught me by surprise.  For years, I had repeatedly stated, mostly due to my depression, pain, and Dark Night of the Soul, that I did not want to be here. 

While I wasn’t contemplating suicide; I certainly was in a rush to get my life over, and in doing so, could move on to other things.

Of course, I did not know then what I know now. While I can’t say that I enjoy being part of this insane world; I do plan to stick around, as long as I can, to consolidate all the work and achievements I’ve managed to somehow accomplish.

When my Guides asked me that question, I thought for a moment. By this point, I was now married, and life had improved on many levels. But I still was depressed for the most part, had no idea why, and was not able to receive the emotional support that was needed.

But the answer was:   No, I don’t. I want to continue on.

Upon replying, I had a sense that the energy I had built up for wanting to leave had to be reversed or displaced somehow.

It was soon after that I met Caroline.

I believe the reasons for meeting her occurred, because I had changed my mind.

But I did not understand that at the time, and as a result, I went into a state of shock and depression. I could not comprehend what had happened, but in my heart, I knew that somehow, I was meant to die.

Still, here I was.

New Timelines

My marriage was never the same either.  I was married to a Narcissist who was extremely self-indulgent when it came to having a good time.  Despite the fact she earned three times more than what I did, I found that I was becoming more and more in debt.

When she finally announced she wanted a separation, a great part of me rejoiced. It was time to move on anyway.  I had important work to do.  I know now that she would have not only held me back, but would have actively discouraged me.  A thing she had already done many times.

In 2005 she moved out, and I never looked back.

The Persistent Memory

For years, though, I kept on having this image of a music store I used to frequent (called JB Hi Fi in Camberwell, Victoria). It would often and randomly come to my mind, though I had no clue why.

I had been there hundreds of times over the years, but now, this one moment in time was sticking in my mind, and I wasn’t even sure if that moment even happened.

Eventually, around 11 years later, my Guides gave me some insight into what was going on.

I think it was July 20th, 2000. That was the day I died. That moment remained in my mind’s eye and memory for years, even though it didn’t happen. But according to my Guides, it did.

What I kept on seeing was the memory of me having a stroke. In the Original timeline, I had slept with Caroline.  However, when I returned, my wife had made me feel guilty for doing what she had asked, it had caused an aneurysm that led to my death.

It happened while I was out that night with the family at JB Hi-Fi.  I collapsed outside the store, and did not recover.

Because of my choice to stay here, though, I shifted timelines to an earlier time and was able to make different choices to continue on.

I’m now aware that such things happen to us all the time, we just don’t remember it happening or if we do, they are in visions like that one I described.

Past Its “Use-By” Date

There have been several other times in my life where I have died that I’m aware of.

Every so often, a nexus point (a point where choices are made) would arise where I would die, and then would decide to return because I had other things I could do here.

If you’re really fed up with things, you can call forth what is called an exit point and leave that way.

I really should have left a long time ago. I’ve been told that no one expected me to get this far.

According to a few people, my body is well past its use-by date.

Renewing

Omen once made a comment about me to someone that I found interesting.

He also has seals that are keeping 80% of him on alternative layers of existence. You know what a fuck up it’d be if an archetype dumped their whole being in the physical existence. Unless he holds onto something and refuses to, then he just keeps that bit and renews the rest like no one will notice. It’s ridiculous really. He does it every second.

You know how humans renew themselves roughly every 8 years to a decade or a decade and a half?

He can renew himself whenever he pleases. He’s The Phoenix Source.

I know Omen did a lot of research on me to find out who I was, so I find that his comments are very curious. I’ll leave you to draw your own conclusions for now.

Back To Hanging Rock

As a matter of clarification, the road changing incident at Hanging Rock was apparently not a death, but a place where realities are blurred.  If you are attuned, you can slip between them to a similar but slightly different one.

I do remember thinking on more than one occasion, upon returning from that area, that something felt different or new.

For this reason, I do not fear death. In fact, I have never feared it, but once I started to understand that I could return to any point I wished, and in better health than when I left, I know that I will be here until such times as I’m satisfied that my work is done.

26 – The Mandela Effect – Death and Shifting

Death Timelines

I’ve lived a life that few would believe. I never seem to stop coming up with experiences that seem too good to be real. Still, my life is full of them.  In this entry, I’ll discuss details of my experience with a Death Timeline.

For instance, there’s an incident that happened back in the year 2000 that left a profound mark on me.

I I died. Literally.

Yes, you read that right.  I actually died.

It was from a stroke, and I did not survive it.

You’re probably thinking:    Well, if you’re dead; you’re certainly pretty active.

But obviously, I am not dead.  I am very much still alive.

So, what happened?

The first half of the year 2000 was a traumatic and stressful time for me.  Several events were happening, and I wasn’t handling them well.

Great stressors were in my personal and work life; and I had just completed one of my major goals on my life path. (Reconciling with the Egyptian god Seth, as recounted in I am The Phoenix.)

My then wife (I am now divorced) and I, noticed that omens of death were everywhere for me.  It was on my mind all the time, I sensed things were nearing an end.  Then my wife kept on getting signs of a husband dying, which she remarked on.

One week, around July, she fell into a deep depression and entered a state of grieving which I found both disturbing and confusing.

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