Category: Astral Worlds

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47 – The Mother of Succubi

Lilith

If Lilith was the Hindu goddess Ishtar, then how did she end up being associated with Adam in the Garden of Eden?

Before I get into that, let’s look at my personal experiences with Lilith.

One thing I should make clear: I know there are a few Lilith followers out there who take offense to anything negative being directed towards Lilith.  My theory is based in a combination of synchronicities and observations. Nevertheless, until clear and convincing evidence comes to the contrary, I will go with the facts I have.

For the purpose of this entry, I believe the Being I am discussing is Lilith.  If anyone comes along proving otherwise, you can be sure I will post it here.

The Mother of Succubi

From what I know of Lilith, she’s no one to trifle with.  She is known as the “Mother of Succubi.”

A Succubus is a Being that feeds of sexual energy. Some look upon them as demonic, while some claim they are Fae energy.

I can confirm that they are real. I’ve come across my fair share.  Succubi exist in both human form and as spirit.

I don’t believe Lilith is demonic. From the avatars I have met, they look and feel like Fae. I have seen how quickly she can turn from sweet to psychotic, though.

Fae do have a succubus type nature. Not only do they drain the Life Force from you, but they have this incredible Glamour that is hard to resist. 

My current speculation is that Lilith may be part of a Triple goddess comprised of NUT, Hel, and Lilith.

This is something I can’t prove at this point of time. It’s a conclusion I’ve come to by observing the energy lines and my own personal interactions with such beings. In another few years, I may have discovered much more on this subject.

120,000 Years Ago…

Not only have I encountered Lilith many times, I have also met numerous Avatars from Lilith as a Source.  They have similar traits, looks, can charm the skin off a snake, and they are not nice people.  When they’re not hiding behind Glamour, they take on a cruel and vicious undertone.

In my 2016 mind travels, I went about one hundred and twenty thousand years (120,000) into the past, to what I believe was Orion and came across her.

In those higher dimensions, there are massive stations (much like space stations) where entire societies will live and work. As everyone has a Lightbody (and only create physical bodies when needed) the issue of oxygen to survive isn’t a problem.

Allure

She ran one of the stations and, upon some investigation, I found that she used her sexual allure to control others.

Those who succumbed to her powers became dedicated, willing slaves to their Mistress. Those who she couldn’t control in that manner were bound and enslaved. The ones who she could do neither to were generally terminated as a threat.

So, yeah. I know it sounds overly dramatic, but that’s how the mind travel played out.

While doing the recon on her station, she became aware of me.   Lilith quickly found that I could neither be bound nor charmed.  She decided to try and terminate me instead.  I easily escaped, which was against all the odds.  So, she became very curious (if not enraged) by how I had managed to do that. She commanded those under her to track me down, and bring me to her.  Lilith threatened to kill all under her if I did not return.

So naturally, I did. I appeared before her on my own terms.

The Dark Council

Lilith soon realized that I was not like other beings she encountered. I got the impression she wanted my power.  Then, she offered me a position in the recently formed “Dark Council.”

This was a collective of powerful beings whose purpose was to help grant favors to others in exchange for Soul Contracts or services rendered. The premise was that they helped you and in return you would help them.

I will go into the councils in a future entry, but this particular council was considered the elite of the Astral powers that be.  They worked together to achieve their own goals and help others with their objectives.

The reason it was called “The Dark Council,” was not because it was considered evil.  It was due to everyone being hidden in shadows.

Declining

I politely declined the offer, knowing that joining would be a bad idea.

The Dark Council would return to plague me time and time again, and cause much grief to others. I had quite a few approach me in recent years saying that they were bound to the council, and could not get free.

Lilith was not happy with my refusal, though she was way too smart to do anything brash about it. One thing I have to say about her, she was one smart being. She was patient and had long term vision; unlike her partner, who was impulsive and egocentric.

Lilith also was a member of what was called “The Twelve.” They were the ones who helped set up The Triquerta.  They were also the same group that owned Omen and sent him to assassinate me.

Omen didn’t tell me that, though.  I went on a hunch. One day, near the end of our association, I said to him:    Are the 12 still trying to take me out?  He responded that it was not all of them, just a couple, at last count. That was confirmation enough for me.

I don’t know if Lilith was one of the two behind it or not, but her Avatar always maintained that The Council of 12 all acted independently of each other; something I never accepted as true.

Regardless of how they put it, they were considered a group.  Thus, responsible for the actions of the others as they do nothing to prevent the atrocities being done in their name.

And there were many atrocities.

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43 – The Stolen Gem

This experience is also recounted in my book ‘I am The Phoenix’ though I have attempted to expand on it in the context of other entries.

Guardian Of The Gem

Back in 2006, I finally started to understand my Mind Travels were real on some level. That is to say, while I believed that they had some kind of validity to them, I never really imagined that they interacted with everything that was going on. 

I viewed them as something that was individual, self-contained, and had no bearing on anything else.  So, I was less meticulous about certain important things while on those journeys.

During one of my Mind Travels, I found myself taking one of the gems from the Gem Station.  It was a red one, and I used it to prove my identity to someone, somewhere. 

With most of my Mind Travel adventures, I can’t recall them as well as I would like to.  I just know that for whatever reason, I did this and it allowed me passage to somewhere.

Then I forgot to put it back, or rather, I simply moved on without thinking through any crucial details on what I should have done with the gem.

Hence, it was not put back correctly and was left vulnerable. Now, I don’t know if this oversight had anything to do with what happened next, but the synchronicity is hard to ignore.

Psychic Alert

One day, during work, I got a Psychic Alert that someone had broken into the location where the Gems were kept and was attempting to steal one. 

The Astral World doesn’t really care where you are when an important matter is at hand.  It would drive me crazy because I would have to split my attention and 70% of the time I was at work when serious issues came up.

I can mind travel at any time, regardless of what I am doing.  I checked and saw someone was indeed there. Normally, I would have simply ejected them, but something held me back.  Instead, I opted to wait and see what would happen.

At work, at any given moment, I was doing the job of 3 people and I almost immediately forgot about the incident.

Caz

Then, a few weeks later, a lady whom I had a strong connection with, messaged me.  We had met in the long gone Celestine Vision chat room. Her name was Caz (I later found out she was a minor NUT Avatar).

Caz was an interesting person. She held a lot of memories about both of us from the past.  Caz once told me of a dream she had many years before we met. She recounted it as such:

     This was also the time I had the dream about a man named “Gary,” and my hair becoming Phoenix hair…

    We have some friends here in town, a couple, and the husband’s name in this couple is Gary.  He’s a sweet guy, Jewish, and TOTALLY not psychic!  lol ~ ~ But, “Gary” in the dream looked exactly like him!  Except….in this dream, I was so attracted to him, and it made no sense at all… and I could feel that while it was Gary—-that this man was NOT “Gary”!!!  If you see what I mean. 

     In this dream, he and I were moving from room to room of a house, trying to get in a few words alone without all these other people barging in.  I remember that some of these rooms were very very odd—they were lined with little tiles, like a locker room, and had what looked to be shower heads in them—perhaps like a large high school gym shower room. 

The Kiss

     Gary kissed me and when he did—it felt like our souls merged together.  I burst into tears then, feeling guilty and said, “what are we going to DO??”  Gary just laughed and said “It’ll be okay.  Don’t worry about it.”  Then, I walked away from him and looked into a mirror.  In this image I saw myself with hair that was all wisps, like feathers—and the color was a flaming orange-red…and I knew that this was my “Phoenix hair”. 

     That’s when I woke.  I thought about the dream, thought about our friend Gary—to examine if I had some kind of repressed “feelings” for him, and utterly dismissed it!  It was just too silly!  But still…that was a damn good kiss in that dream…lol!

It is also worth noting that my colours are red and orange so this dream is an interesting confirmation.

I was online one night soon after the gem Mind Travel, when she sent me an instant message:     “Gary!  If you’re there… we need to be together… right NOW.  I came online to find you.  I was sleeping… and all the energies and messages have coalesced. I got back the thing stolen from you.  It’s red….a red jewel.  I got it back from David earlier today. It is YOURS.”

The Druids

Now, David was a Druid, who was also someone who had relentlessly attacked me over the years and probably came as close as anyone could to getting rid of me. As far as beings go, he is a nasty piece of work. So much so, that he was one of the few people I ended up banning from my chat room to keep others safe.

I found out he was a Druid when a friend of his let that piece of information innocently slip.

Normally, it would mean nothing to anyone, but as my Guides had just given me a history lesson on what the Druids did and who they were, it instantly got my attention.

According to Omen, the Druids had been contracted by the god Apep to have me taken out.

Apep was known as the god of chaos (or one of them) and was traditionally known to be the nemesis of RA. However, he spent most of his time trying to get rid of me.

The Hit

Apep owed The Triquerta for something and they had demanded that he take care of me.  So, he contracted the Druids, and they have been nothing but trouble ever since.

It appeared that David had been the one who I had been alerted to and he had indeed stolen the gem I had not put back properly.

Caz had approached him directly online and demanded he return the gem. He played dumb (though he was anything but dumb… his hapless persona was how he drew people in) and denied knowing what she was talking about. So, she just took it from him and then came to me and gave it back.

As I never spoke to anyone about the gems and I never mentioned my Mind Travels, this was another strong validity that those trips were real.

As to what David wanted with the gem, I do not know. This particular one controlled timelines.

However, I can hazard a guess, as the timelines have been messed with over the past decade or so.  I strongly suspect that it’s part of what has been causing The Mandela Effect.

I’ve also been told that timelines are collapsing.

What I will do about it, I have yet to decide.

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42 – The Orion Gems of Harmony

When I Was Bored…

I love writing entries like these. They sound just like science-fiction fantasy, and they make me cringe because I can only imagine how others must be receiving them.

But here we are, and here we go.

In my teens and twenties, I was bored a lot. My go-to activity, to keep myself occupied, would be to Mind Travel.

Often, ideas, keywords, movies and even music would be enough to trigger my adventures. Over the years, the plots became more intricate, and I found everything wrote itself. (As Mind Travels are wont to do.)

As I got older, I began to get explanation on how the Mind Travel Universe worked, and the “science” behind things. This would come in the form of a voice-over.

I was amazed to find how the overarching plot would always remain cohesive.

Other Planets

It was only years later, especially after talking to Omen, that I discovered that everything I had experienced was all true. Even the explanations for how things worked.

There was one antagonist who was always in the background. Even though I didn’t know his name at the time, I later was able to identify him as Apep.

He was a reoccurring figure who was pretty good at staying behind the scenes. There were other characters, and eventually, I found their real-life counterparts.

The Galactic Federation always played a big part in my Mind Travels, as did the corruption I was seeking to end. 

I had agreed to work with The Galactic Federation in order to make things safe for the denizens of the 5D Levels. 

At the time, planets or societies were being either enslaved or destroyed and I came across many. I dismissed them as fantasy, of course.

King Bear

Then around 2014, Omen drew my attention to a being he claimed he had met on another planet.

For some reason, Omen said he was able to transfer to a body that was elsewhere. (In the 5D.)

This being had come to Earth, taken on his own body, and had joined my chat room for a night.

He called himself King Bear and said the invaders (who he referred to as The Scourge) came and destroyed the world he was defending. Now he was here to do what he could to stop them. I believe they were The Annunaki, he was referring to.

As Omen thought he was the real deal, that was good enough for me and certainly proof that other such planets did indeed exist.

Living  Gems?

In my own Mind Travels, I had created a plan that would be effective on the higher dimensional levels.  It involved gems, jewels, or crystals. For the sake of simplicity, I’ll refer to them collectively as gems.

I remember working on this back in the late 70s, early 80s.

I am aware of Marvel’s Infinity Gems, and yes, the concept is very similar. I am of the opinion that many stories that we deem fiction, come from the higher astral levels.

Even the story of The Phoenix was incredibly close to an event that occurred.

Gems are more then just pretty stones. I’ve sensed that they can have spirits or energies attached to them.  They are really another form of life. The type of gem and property it has, is a reflection and manifestation of the actual spirit.

And yes, I know, this also sounds like the plot to Steven Universe, but once again, what if that storyline came from a concept that already really exists?

The Meteors

Part of my earliest Mind Travels which dated back to the 1970s, was me tracking down such beings and negotiating with them so that we could use their powers. They were huge and rocklike and I referred to them as meteors.

I found seven major gem spirits and several minor ones. I made a request to use fragments of their gem bodies. They would be put in a central location that would act as a transmitter. Each gem would be specifically attuned to create harmony within the system it was housed in.

It was also agreed that the gems would not be abused or used for gaining dominance or power over others.  If one became corrupted, the source gem could be contacted and the integrity would be restored.

As the gem spirits seemed to value their purity, this was very important.

The Plan

The main gems would reside in one major location and connect to other such stations that would be networked in the matrix.

Each time a sector would be freed from attack and corruption, the new station would be set up and that sector would receive that protection.

Those who lived in such sectors would be free to lead the life they desired without fear of attack, corruption or their existence being in peril.

If any beings, such as the Annunaki, attempted to attack a sector, they would literally become frozen in place, rendering them impotent.

It also seemed like a good idea that, instead of trying to safeguard and protect each gem, anyone could visit the station and pick up their own gem for free. They could be used to augment Soul Artifacts.

Free But With Conditions

There were, of course, conditions to doing this. Some of them were:

  • You could only take 1 or 2 of each type.
  • You could not corrupt or alter it from its original form.
  • You could not use them to abuse others.
  • You could not take them with the intention of selling them in a free or black market.  Those who tried would find that Guardians would intervene and disable them.

Hence, everyone of note ended up with their own gems.

If sIf someone tried to steal the main ones, a guardian would be alerted, and while that was rare; it did happen from time to time.

In my next entry, I’ll tell of such an incident.