Following on from my previous entries, Nephthys agreed to write more about her memories in regards to past events.
Back To The 5D
Once again, Nephthys agreed to write more about her memories regarding past events. The next three entries will cover them.
Remember, these events took place on the 5D.
The Night With Osiris
As we all know, I spent a night with Osiris. I’ve also told you that I would tell you what went down that night.
I try to always keep my word. I always forgive those who do me wrong. I’ve been told I was too nice, and that was one of the reasons why this goddess (ISIS) hated me so much. I gave Osiris my word that I wouldn’t tell anyone what we spoke about. I couldn’t even tell Seth. The time I spent with Osiris, was the only time he was away from ISIS.
Once we were behind closed doors, he asked me to turn back into myself. For he spent all of his time looking at the face of ISIS, that it would be nice to see a different face. Besides, him telling me what she had done, felt weird telling it to the face of ISIS.
So, I shapeshifted back into Nephthys. Osiris said I didn’t make a very good ISIS: I wasn’t mean enough to be her. We laughed about it. For I knew firsthand what Isis was capable of.
Real Name
Osiris told me he had went against our father and brother. He didn’t speak of what that was about, just that he knew he had done wrong, but he was caught, and controlled by ISIS. She used her charm to get Osiris to even speak with her about her so-called plans (Which Osiris said was all a lie).
She had gotten Osiris’s real name. Said she wanted to try something with it, and if it worked, she gave her word she would release him. So, Osiris gave up his name, and ISIS went back on her word. Osiris was her bitch.
Isis would tell Osiris to do things, and if he refused, she would make him. She controlled him. He knew others were talking about him behind his back. And he didn’t know that ISIS was doing a practice run on Osiris, to achieve something bigger.
Once Osiris saw her gaining knowledge of our real names, and what she done to Ra, Osiris feared what she would do to him.
Guilt
I begged Osiris to let me tell our brother, and father what she was doing, but he said NO. Said he was told he got himself into this mess, he can get himself out. Osiris told me he’s just trying to be a good guy, but finding out that being a good guy got him in a trap. In the eyes of the public, if he didn’t follow her lead, she would control him to hurt others.
He felt guilt for giving up his real name. He felt weak for falling into her trap. She had taken all of his power. It was sad seeing him so powerless. I was upset that he wouldn’t stop ISIS. We had a plan to try, and work together to stop her. Osiris was nervous that it wouldn’t work, and wouldn’t let me get others to help stop her.
ISIS didn’t call me out ’cause I betrayed her, she called me out ’cause she saw the spark of hope in Osiris. When I turned to Osiris, waiting on him to say something to ISIS, all I saw was a darkness. She put out that spark he was holding onto.
After that, I wouldn’t look, speak, or even be in the same place as Osiris. I wanted nothing to do with him. I was ready to help him escape ISIS, but he threw me to the wolves so to speak.
The Love Spell
Osiris tried to talk with me, but I walked away every time. ISIS became jealous. She thought Osiris was wanting me instead of her. Not knowing he was just trying to apologize for what he done to me, and it was looking like she was wrong about me.
I wasn’t in love with Osiris, and others could tell. That’s when the love spells came into play. Everyone in my family was angry at each other for some reason. Reasons no one would tell me about. Which was probably a good thing since I was under the puppet master ISIS.
I upset a lot of others by being so loyal to her. But as you all know now, it was a spell/curse and not my will to be loyal to her. So many damaging things were going on at the time, no one ever questioned why I was so loyal to her all of a sudden. Same went for Osiris. And those that did see this as being odd, just called us traitors. We have been bound by the spells of ISIS to be her puppets.
As for me, her spell/curse is no longer active. It’s been broken. I can’t speak on behalf of Osiris, so I can’t tell you if his curse is broke.
Anubis
I have a child who is upset with how he became. He had believed the lies about an affair. And I was already a puppet, I didn’t see the point in trying to fight for the truth. I’m sure he’ll hold more anger towards me for not trying to tell him.
Taking it upon myself to decide for him not to believe my side. I’ve met Anubis in this life. I could feel the anger he still holds for me. And for the record, it’s not that I was ashamed of him, or how he came about, I just didn’t see the point in trying to find someone to be on my side. By this time ISIS was very powerful.
My Thoughts On Anubis
What I find curious is that both Anubis and Nephthys seem to think that Osiris was his father. If I had to put money on it, I’d say that this was a trick of ISIS.
Anubis is the son of Seth and Nephthys. Anyone who even took a casual glance would see the resemblance to Seth.
