63 – Nephthys -: Osiris’ Death. The Aftermath.

Secrets

I gave my word that I would never speak of what ISIS did to Osiris. Osiris made me give him my word. The only reason why I speak of it now is because of the damage it did to me, and to him.

I’m sure Seth’s anger had something to do with Osiris, and ISIS. But not the reasons we think. This may surprise most of you, but it had nothing to do with me.

Like I said before, my actions just added fuel to the fire. Not because Seth and I were in love, but because I always respected him, and took his advice.

Warnings

Seth warned me to stay away, but this one time, I didn’t listen. I took it upon myself to take ISIS at her word that she would leave me alone. I thought I could fix this on my own. Not knowing at the time, Osiris was in the situation he was in.

Because Osiris is my brother, I can feel when he’s upset with me. (Just like now, he feels I went back on my word.) Maybe I did, but I did it to help him. He’s my brother.

Guess you can say he’s the male side of my soul. I want to tell his story, to help him, and to heal what I’ve done to him.

Cut To Pieces

It is true, Seth did cut Osiris into pieces. It’s also true that I went with ISIS to gather all his parts. It is also true that a part of him wasn’t found. (The Phallus.) And it’s also true that his spine wasn’t found.

As ISIS and I searched for Osiris’s missing pieces, I found his spine. I was so pissed off at him for not speaking up on my behalf, I hid it. He didn’t use it anyways, why did he need it now? 

As ISIS, and I, put Osiris back together, she noticed the spine was missing. She also knew it wouldn’t work if all the pieces were not put back.

The Deal

So… ISIS made a deal with Horus. He was to step in, and become Osiris. She told him this would only be temporary. As Horus went around as Osiris, ISIS, and I kept searching for those missing pieces. At this point, I hated ISIS, and Osiris, and I wasn’t giving up what I had hidden.

ISIS started to notice that the body of Osiris was starting to look different. It wasn’t holding its shape. Its spine was missing. ISIS panicked.

She went back on her word to Horus. He could feel the body weighing him down, making him weak. ISIS told Horus she needed him, and could fix this. ISIS called a private meeting with a few of her honorable friends to help.

Trapped

As ISIS, was off to the side talking about what was needing to be done, Horus told me he feared he was trapped. He made me promise not to let him destroy anything while in the control of ISIS.

Osiris #2 (aka Horus the Younger), holds something within him that can be activated to destroy both bodies.

There would be no coming back from this. Horus the Younger must of heard something he shouldn’t, for making a deal like that was unheard of. But I agreed to it.

Returning The Spine

In this life I have done some major healing. My father had told me he knew Osiris didn’t have a spine. Even then, I didn’t give up where it was at. Once I realized keeping things that didn’t belong to me, and how important it was for my father to help all his children, I retrieved the spine.

I had Osiris meet me in the valley of some mountains, that is when I gave him what belonged to him. Now it’s not my fault he doesn’t use it. Well maybe it is. Having it kept from him all these years, maybe he forgot how to use it.

This is not told to hurt any of my family members. I tell my story to help my family heal. No matter what we did or said in the past should be brought past this life. They are me, as I am them.