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47 – The Mother of Succubi

Lilith

If Lilith was the Hindu goddess Ishtar, then how did she end up being associated with Adam in the Garden of Eden?

Before I get into that, let’s look at my personal experiences with Lilith.

One thing I should make clear: I know there are a few Lilith followers out there who take offense to anything negative being directed towards Lilith.  My theory is based in a combination of synchronicities and observations. Nevertheless, until clear and convincing evidence comes to the contrary, I will go with the facts I have.

For the purpose of this entry, I believe the Being I am discussing is Lilith.  If anyone comes along proving otherwise, you can be sure I will post it here.

The Mother of Succubi

From what I know of Lilith, she’s no one to trifle with.  She is known as the “Mother of Succubi.”

A Succubus is a Being that feeds of sexual energy. Some look upon them as demonic, while some claim they are Fae energy.

I can confirm that they are real. I’ve come across my fair share.  Succubi exist in both human form and as spirit.

I don’t believe Lilith is demonic. From the avatars I have met, they look and feel like Fae. I have seen how quickly she can turn from sweet to psychotic, though.

Fae do have a succubus type nature. Not only do they drain the Life Force from you, but they have this incredible Glamour that is hard to resist. 

My current speculation is that Lilith may be part of a Triple goddess comprised of NUT, Hel, and Lilith.

This is something I can’t prove at this point of time. It’s a conclusion I’ve come to by observing the energy lines and my own personal interactions with such beings. In another few years, I may have discovered much more on this subject.

120,000 Years Ago…

Not only have I encountered Lilith many times, I have also met numerous Avatars from Lilith as a Source.  They have similar traits, looks, can charm the skin off a snake, and they are not nice people.  When they’re not hiding behind Glamour, they take on a cruel and vicious undertone.

In my 2016 mind travels, I went about one hundred and twenty thousand years (120,000) into the past, to what I believe was Orion and came across her.

In those higher dimensions, there are massive stations (much like space stations) where entire societies will live and work. As everyone has a Lightbody (and only create physical bodies when needed) the issue of oxygen to survive isn’t a problem.

Allure

She ran one of the stations and, upon some investigation, I found that she used her sexual allure to control others.

Those who succumbed to her powers became dedicated, willing slaves to their Mistress. Those who she couldn’t control in that manner were bound and enslaved. The ones who she could do neither to were generally terminated as a threat.

So, yeah. I know it sounds overly dramatic, but that’s how the mind travel played out.

While doing the recon on her station, she became aware of me.   Lilith quickly found that I could neither be bound nor charmed.  She decided to try and terminate me instead.  I easily escaped, which was against all the odds.  So, she became very curious (if not enraged) by how I had managed to do that. She commanded those under her to track me down, and bring me to her.  Lilith threatened to kill all under her if I did not return.

So naturally, I did. I appeared before her on my own terms.

The Dark Council

Lilith soon realized that I was not like other beings she encountered. I got the impression she wanted my power.  Then, she offered me a position in the recently formed “Dark Council.”

This was a collective of powerful beings whose purpose was to help grant favors to others in exchange for Soul Contracts or services rendered. The premise was that they helped you and in return you would help them.

I will go into the councils in a future entry, but this particular council was considered the elite of the Astral powers that be.  They worked together to achieve their own goals and help others with their objectives.

The reason it was called “The Dark Council,” was not because it was considered evil.  It was due to everyone being hidden in shadows.

Declining

I politely declined the offer, knowing that joining would be a bad idea.

The Dark Council would return to plague me time and time again, and cause much grief to others. I had quite a few approach me in recent years saying that they were bound to the council, and could not get free.

Lilith was not happy with my refusal, though she was way too smart to do anything brash about it. One thing I have to say about her, she was one smart being. She was patient and had long term vision; unlike her partner, who was impulsive and egocentric.

Lilith also was a member of what was called “The Twelve.” They were the ones who helped set up The Triquerta.  They were also the same group that owned Omen and sent him to assassinate me.

Omen didn’t tell me that, though.  I went on a hunch. One day, near the end of our association, I said to him:    Are the 12 still trying to take me out?  He responded that it was not all of them, just a couple, at last count. That was confirmation enough for me.

I don’t know if Lilith was one of the two behind it or not, but her Avatar always maintained that The Council of 12 all acted independently of each other; something I never accepted as true.

Regardless of how they put it, they were considered a group.  Thus, responsible for the actions of the others as they do nothing to prevent the atrocities being done in their name.

And there were many atrocities.

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46 – About Lilith and Cain

Lilith:  Freeing A Succubus

Here, I go into some speculation. What I write about Lilith and Cain is what I’ve pieced together, so far.

Lilith has been coming up in my life for decades.  I’ve come across several of her Avatars. (I guess that’s the Law of Attraction.)  During one of my earliest Mind Travels, at the age of 12, I found myself in what looked like the inner chamber of a pyramid.

Eventually, I came across a sarcophagus and opened it.  A Spirit fled the moment I did. It had clearly been imprisoned.

(It was only around 2016, that I fully understood that inner pyramid chambers were used to trap Souls and confine them.)

I followed this Spirit and saw it was a woman, who I later worked out to be Lilith.

Lilith was beautiful and she knew it. She used glamour to make herself alluring to the unwary.  At the time, I had no clue what glamour was; only that Lilith was using it.

Every night, I returned to my Mind Travels and observed her.  I noticed that she used her beauty as a lure to control and manipulate others.  I did not hide the fact it was me who had freed her.  It was because of this Lilith took an interest in me.  At first, despite that I believed it was all imaginary, I was flattered.

However, as I saw how Lilith had mastered seduction, I decided it was better not to get involved, and left.

The fact that Lilith was free seemed important to me.   Inasmuch, when I allowed the Astral Assassins to succeed in killing me to shift timelines, one of the first things I did was go back and ensure that Lilith was free again.

This time, I chose not to let her know it was me who had freed her. She then completely dismissed me when I was in her presence.

This was one of those Mind Travels that remained vivid in my mind, and occasionally, my thoughts would return to it.

Supernatural

Decades later, in 2006, my attention was drawn to the name Lilith.  I happened to see an episode of the show “Supernatural,” where the character of Lilith first appeared.  I found that the name fully resonated with me. I felt compelled to look into it, though I did not know where to begin.

I had no doubt I had heard the name before.  I somehow knew that she was the one I freed from her prison, when I was younger.  I felt it was important that I find out who Lilith was and how she fitted in.  I spent years, on and off, doggedly pursuing this path.

Since then, Lilith has come up more times than I can remember, especially with regards to Omen. 

Omen told me that Lilith had appeared to him, and claimed to be his mother. He then raped her.

Why he did that, I cannot say. Ecclasia claimed that it was an event that was hard to ignore if you were in the astral at the time. But that was typical Omen.  He was a demonic, after all.

He also told me that Lilith was the Hindu goddess, Ishtar.

In addition, Scriptures also stated that Lilith was the first wife of Adam, which raised all kinds of interesting questions.

Cain

I always dismissed the story of Adam, Eve and the Garden of Eden.  However, I will admit it got my attention when Omen casually mentioned that Cain was an Incubus.

He was talking about someone else, then said:

Omen:     He’s one of Cain’s kids. So incubus, but doesn’t work for Baal that I know of, but he seems familiar, so yeh probably works for Baal… ehhhh

Gary:     Who is Cain? Not the biblical one?

Omen:     Never met him, apparently he was the “first serpent,” or whatever. What happens when Fae and demons do the dirty, from what I can tell.  He’s Baal’s superior, but no one’s seen him in a while that I can tell… Baal runs the incubus trade, used to support the Legion but now he’s off with the Triquerta.  He supplies all the bodies and feeds them [denoting Triquetra’s agents].  I worked for him for a short stint…..it didn’t work out.  I got fired.

The Great Masquerade

This piece of information fascinated me.  About a year prior, I had several sessions with a role-playing game called:   Vampire: The Great Masquerade.

The Game Master, a man called Jeffrey, gave us a quick bit of history. He said that Cain was the First Vampire and went on to say that no one had seen him in a long time.

The twenty-year-old girl’s body that Omen possessed, had never touched a game, online or off.  Otherwise, I would have believed it was someone spouting off game lore.

More importantly, this also meant the Designers of the game knew what they were doing.  Many real-life facts are found hidden in plain sight.

In any case, the fact that Cain existed meant that Adam and Eve did, too. From this, Omen made a broad implication that, if Cain was indeed the son of Adam and Eve, that would mean that Adam would have been a demon and Eve, a Fae.

Cain was one of those Beings I never expected to come across in this life. But in 2018, someone contacted me who claimed to be him. He seemed genuine, and all his stories checked out. At some point, I hope to give his side of the story about what really happened with Cain and Abel.