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92 – Who are The Council of The 12

Goddess Sophia

Names

Of all the nuisances in my life, the group that calls themselves “The 12″ has been part of the worst. Technically, you might call them The Council of The 12.

Basically, they are a group of 12 independent beings who have mutual and individual agendas. I believe all of them were part of The Dark Council but were higher and had more autonomy.

I’ve gathered names, and while I’m dubious on a couple, these are the beings who I believe are part of The Council of The 12. There are some missing names and as mentioned, I certainly can’t vouch for a couple, but here they are.

The names were uncovered during conversation with members of The 12, or following energy lines, which lead back to them. Energy lines are a very solid way for tracing who did what in the astral worlds. It’s also a method of seeing if events are true or not. It’s what me and others use when we need answers.

While I know an ArchAngel is mentioned, (whose name was given to me by Jenn), it’s worth knowing that they were compromised by the corruption and many are part of The Triquerta.

I’ll revise this list if new information comes through.

Lilith, Belial, King David, Ptah, Sekhmet, goddess Sophia, Apep, Neptune, Metatron and Uriel.

I have had direct (and somewhat unpleasant) dealings with the avatars of Lilith and Sekhmet. Also, Apep and Sophia.

I don’t know a lot of the history behind all these names, but I will discuss the ones I do know of.

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49 – Adam, Eve, and The Garden of Eden

The Bible

The Bible.  An interesting book.  I’ve not read it myself but have been exposed to enough of the stories to know many of them.

While there are certainly parts of it that have been deliberately corrupted to give power to others; there are certainly seeds of truth in many of the recounted events.

For example, according to Ecclasia, there really was a Noah’s ark and a flood, though it’s safe to say it was not worldwide.  The Book of Revelations takes on new meaning when you read it with the old gods in mind.  (And I will get to that eventually as certain prophecies started to be fulfilled, at least until The Twelve tried to mess with things.)

(For those who insist that The Bible is the sole source of information, and it’s infallible, I respect your beliefs. I ask that you respect my knowledge and memories. I know I was there for many events. If you don’t agree, it begs the question of why you are even here?)

The story of Adam and Eve, I believe, is well known. Adam was said to be the first man created by God and Eve was created to be his companion.

It’s fair to say that regardless of what was written, this was clearly not the case. People existed in other places and is even stated in the Bible.

I always discounted the story of the Garden of Eden as a myth that had no basis in fact. But once I found out that Cain really did exist and that Lilith was said to be the first wife of Adam, I had to look much deeper into things.

Adam may not have been the first man, but what if we were to take a different perspective on things?

First New Human

What if Adam was the first man created by the Annunaki? And Eve, who was said to be created from his rib, was made to be subservient to him.

As mentioned, there were humans and other beings here on earth, well before Adam and Eve. Omen is living proof of that, considering he may have been bound to human bodies for at least twelve thousand years.

The Angelics, (who were fallen and known as the Annunaki), along with many others, came here and set out to wipe, enslave, or bind the denizens of this planet.

The Souls who chose to merge (or incarnate) with 3D bodies, always had their connection to Source. They may not have remembered who they were, but they understood they were part of something greater and most still had the ability to see spirit, or at least be aware of their presence.

DNA

To control the new denizens, the Annunaki genetically engineered a body that had low spiritual awareness and had its connection to the Source repressed.

As mentioned, this could be overridden, if needed.

I’ve experienced this myself. I know that, with practice, you can ‘hack’ the body’s natural inclination to make you believe that the Astral Worlds do not exist.

The new human became part of what was called The Experiment. The Gaia had agreed to allow the DNA to be altered in humans. She told me, in 2020, she allowed it because she wanted life to have more meaning.

By that, I assume that she meant that by forgetting who we are, completely, it would give unique experiences, as we would consider death a real threat and a final end.

It’s clear to me that The Gaia was betrayed. The true intent was to see what would happen if you removed a human’s ability to sense spirit. Could you control them easier? Would they make better slaves?

I think the answer to both questions are “no”.

Humans are now, not only out of control on this world, but are killing it with their toxic energies. But I digress.

The First Wife

Lilith was said to be the first wife of Adam.  She is also known as the Hindu goddess Ishtar.  How did she end up in both roles?

This is where some speculation begins. Back in those ancient times, women had greater power than men. Later, it was all turned around in a most appalling way.

My Soul daughter, Nephthys, seems to have a much clearer recall of certain things than I do. 

When I asked her about what she remembered, she said:

“She was more like talked into it. Kinda forced in the role. Female was suppose to be above man, but they let Adam have control. Things didn’t go like they told her. She had no voice. She left on her own. Eve was made to obey Adam

She was told it was a punishment for something they say she did. And that they needed a strong female for the role. Never did she think she would be beneath Adam. I’m not sure if she turned succubus when she left, or if they did it to her.

I see her walking out of the garden, and as she is stepping out she walks through some sort of energy field, which makes her a succubus on the other side of the garden.

I get a strong feeling Adam kinda pushed her out.”

The Experiments

Lilith being turned into a succubus may be plausible. I believe it was The Triquerta who were behind many such experiments on Beings. They were known for stripping away the layers of a Soul.

They would capture Beings, and keep them prisoner. Then remove layers and energies from them and implant them into others.

For some, they would create Binds to keep them under control.

Omen is one example where they literally siphoned off parts of his Being and what was left was the darkest essence, which they then created Binds for.

The Serpent

When they found that Lilith was not the subservient kind, she rebelled and was replaced. I’ve read that she was said to be the snake who tempted Eve, and from what I can sense, if this is so, it was to try and screw things up so that things did not go according to plan.

Being a snake is plausible as animals can be possessed. (I know that half of Legion was kept in one snake!) so it’s possible.

However, the apple part, I am at a loss about. At this point, I assume it’s an allegory. Things went wrong and Eden was destroyed due to certain actions, forcing Adam and Eve to go out into the world and mix with the denizens that were left.

As I said, much of this is speculation at this point and I’ve not looked into it that deeply. I do get a sense of something dark and sinister in regards to the whole Garden of Eden thing. The feeling I get is that I’d rather not look at it. The story frustrates me and always has.

In any case, it appears that the breeding of human bodies that have subpar awareness was successful.

It would also explain why today’s humankind have so much difficulty connecting and believing in the hidden Astral realms.

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48 – Lilian, The Spirit Baby

Picture by: Stefan Keller 
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Reality Check

At times, I wonder just how real any of this stuff is. Can so many people seeing the same thing independently still be a coincidence?

I ask myself these questions from time to time, because I never want to succumb to delusions of grandeur.  I need to do the odd reality check, even though you could argue that this is hardly what anyone would call reality.

But it doesn’t matter if I ignore it or not.  Too many others will find me and shatter that illusion.

This is especially true for all the names that have come up in my life. Many of them are major mythological figures.

To my mind, the mention of such names is like name dropping. Yet here we are.

Lilian

As mentioned, Lilith keeps on coming up. I believe I’ve met several of her Avatars, none of them particularly nice.

And in one case involving her, there was something that disturbed me greatly.

In 2010, I met someone who became my partner and friend for seven years until we both felt it was time for us to go our separate ways. Her name was Dori.  She was an amazing person and still is, but life takes us in different directions.

Soon after we met, she was contacted by a spirit who claimed she wanted to be born to both her and me. This spirit called herself Lilian. And while she spoke to my partner, I never heard her. The reason I was given was that I wasn’t ready to hear.

Personally, I call bullshit on that reason. I believe she avoided me because I would have been able to identify her energies.

Incarnated Dakini

Now I had come across this before with my ex-wife back in the year 2000. Only we both felt it was a boy spirit. 

I was suspicious of not being able to sense Lilian, but Dori was quite adamant that this was something that needed to happen for me to move up to my next level.

Dori was an incarnated Dakini, who were the high-level Angels who had agreed to be my Guides in exchange for my Phoenix Energy.  I understood that this baby was meant to be conceived with both Phoenix and Dakini energy. My partner knew and understood this, too.

She told me that Lilian was an ancient spirit who was ready to move to the next level of evolution and wanted to be born to us, so we could help guide and teach her how to use her powers. 

While this made a logical sense, it just didn’t scan for me.

Still, I had agreements to fulfil, and I always fulfil my agreements.

Miscarriages

One thing about Dori was that she was an amazing planner. She had the dates and times down to the minute as to when we should conceive and in 2012 we tried.  The first time ended up in a quick miscarriage.

Then twice more she conceived, and twice, at six weeks, she miscarried. While it was upsetting for us both, I also felt a strange sense of relief; like I had dodged a bullet. From the beginning, I felt a sense of anxiety about the whole thing. After the second time, we stopped trying because the timing was wrong, and I felt that whatever brought us together for this was starting to fade.

USA

At the end of 2015, I moved to the USA with Dori, for a time.  Mari (who was the avatar of Seth), happened to arrive at the same time to visit her family.

In January 2016, Mari’s father died, and her husband came down for the funeral. He was an unassuming man who had way more to him than met the eye. His perceptions, knowledge, and insights often blew me away.

After the funeral, the three of us went out for dinner and as we were talking about things, he would make these deep and insightful comments, almost as though he was channeling.

I mentioned the miscarriages, and that the spirit’s name was Lilian.

Lilith

He said: “You know that was Lilith. She gave the energy and took it back“. Apparently, he meant that my Phoenix energy and Dori’s Dakini energy, was taken by Lilith.

It seemed that Dori had allowed Lilian to add her own energy during conception. She used that to gather up our energy and take it for herself.

“Well, I’ll just take it back,” I said.

He told me, though, that this energy had already been used by her.

Mari had been under a massive psychic attack the previous year.  It was so strong that I didn’t think she would survive it as they tried to rip layers from her soul. Fortunately, she was strong enough to withstand it.

I have no doubt the stolen energy was used to do that.

Mari’s husband wasn’t someone who had been involved with any of the things I did. I believe he did channel that information.

Confirmation

I had long wondered if Lilian was indeed Lilith, but I kept that thought to myself. He confirmed it.

I mentioned this to Dori, who, frustratingly, dismissed this out of hand, saying that this was just a distraction to what I should be doing.

While there was truth in that, it didn’t change the fact that Lilith was involved and, once again, messing with my life.