Drawing by Mari
Thoughts and Feelings
With 2019 around the corner, I thought it might be time for some self-reflection.
This is going to be very long, but if you want to know the thoughts and feelings of a Phoenix, then read on.
This may also be somewhat self-indulgent; but I wanted to write it before I start on my next series of entries.
I am going to discuss what it’s like being The Phoenix, along with its frustrations and some of the History.
Saying to someone, “I am The Phoenix Source,” is a major claim. It’s the kind of claim that could land you right in the asylum. At the very least, most cannot comprehend it. Even those who claim to be enlightened.
Those who know who I am, know it’s true. I’ve yet to meet someone who has told me that I am not who I claim to be.
There was one interesting incident back in 2014, where a demonic walk-in, who was coming to my chat room, was insisting that I was no one. Then one day, out of the blue, he changed his mind. He said he had been wrong and even offered to work with me. I never quite worked out the reason for the turnaround, except that maybe he must have found something to validate it.
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