89 – The Other Beast

A Second Beast of Revelations

In this entry I’ll discuss the identity and discovery of a second Beast of Revelations. My colleague and I wanted this Disclosure on our own terms.

NB: Gender is confusing when a male body is in a female body, so for this entry, I am referring to a male spirit in a female body as “she.”

It is said that time is an illusion. It means that everything is happening right now.

This makes for some very complex and convoluted situations. They seem so improbable that you would only read about them in fantasy novels or science fiction movies.

This is one those situations.

For decades, my Guides have been telling me that this is not the first time I have done this. They strongly indicated that this is my second time around.

From what I understand, it’s more than just two times.

At the time, I never knew what to make of this comment. It made sense on a meta level, but on the other hand, sounded completely unlikely. Still, back in the mid-90s, everything sounded improbable to me. I didn’t even believe I had Guides back then.

Memory Backup

The problem with a proper incarnation, into a body, is that you tend to forget everything. If you do remember anything, it’s just vague impressions and what feels like whimsical flights of fancy.

If you need to remember vital information when the time comes, how do you do it? Especially if that information ends up being sensitive and knowing it beforehand can cause problems?

I tend to think long term. Play the long game. In this case, I set up the solution to this problem thousands of years ago.

The information I needed in this life was stored in a Soul fragment that would be returned to me at just the right time.

The Buddha Soul, that Omen had deemed useless, contained information and memories that only I could access, once I had integrated and attuned to it.

I know it was mine because when Omen offered it to me, I set the conditions that I could only accept it if it was mine to begin with. 

I felt the energy merge with me instantly. A short time later, memories and impressions started to surface.

Memories

I was at work, and decided to go make a cup of coffee. As I was walking to the kitchen, I got the message: “You realize that Omen is Mari, right? “

And with it, I got a lot of information explaining exactly what that meant.

The short version goes like this. At some point, I took Omen back to an earlier point in time.

We had returned to the 5D and went back around twenty thousand years ago to the Orion star system. (As previously mentioned, entire civilizations exist on the 5D, but laws of physics are different, and everyone has Lightbodies.)

I can’t recall exact details, but I do know this much.

Rebirthing

The darkness was so much a part of Omen, things got out of control. Omen was growing and infecting those around him.

We made an agreement that I would make him whole again by rebirthing him with Phoenix Energy. In exchange, he would become one of my Protectors.

I drew in all the darkness and rebirthed him as Set. He was half demonic and half Phoenix Energy. The Phoenix Energy countered the darkness and kept Set stable.

This story was confirmed by Mari’s friend, Nicole. (Remember, she was one of the beings who had been bound to bodies for many thousands of years.) She confirmed the part about how I drew in the darkness and rebirthed Set. (Who became known later as Seth.)

Then when I swapped timelines, Seth also came back with me.

This created the improbable and unlikely scenario of two versions of the same entity being around at the same time.

For most, the connection between the two beings was never made, but for some, they remembered it quite clearly and have asked Mari about this very point. (Hence why we are writing this entry, so it can be revealed on our terms and not someone else’s.)

Proof

Once I got that message, I began looking for, not only proof, but things that would also disprove it.

But the more I looked, the more the evidence built up.

In my book, I am The Phoenix, I wrote about how I was under attack from the god of Chaos, Seth (aka Set). When I thought about it, I realized that Seth, without his Phoenix form, looked very much like Omen.

Their speech patterns and attitudes were very much the same. In fact, I noted that when I had stopped chatting to Omen and began talking to Mari, it was as though it was the same person. It was very bizarre to experience.

Omen also could not touch or affect Mari, in any way.

Mari also had old Binds on her that matched Omens, something I removed.

Conclusions

She also held very clear memories of her time as Omen, and remembered what she had done in that particular timeline.

She also had come to the same conclusions. She was Omen; she noticed that when someone was messing around with his Binds, she would feel it, too.

Then there was the Chaos Stone and The Beast Mode.

When I showed Mari a photo of the stone, she asked where I got that from, as it was her stone. She also possessed the ability to change her Lightbody into “The Beast Mode.”

The more we looked, the more the evidence piled up. It became undeniable that there were two versions of the same being around, at the same time.

Spoilers

As much as I hated keeping this from Omen, I felt that it would be a very bad idea to tell him. I knew he had his destiny. By telling him too much, it may have compromised it.

Omen also had a very low opinion of Mari. Thought she was weak. But say what you like about Seth, weak is not a word I would ever use to describe him.

The problem was that I was not the only one who remembered this information. One person, of a group who referred to themselves as The 12, also knew this.

I suspect she was a walk-in as she had retained all her memories before this life. Even at the age of 19, when she came into my Empath Support chat room, she was very much aware of who she was.

She also, very clearly, remembered exactly who I was, and remembered me being there when Omen was summoned into this realm.

To me, her energies reeked very much of Lilith, and the more I knew her, the more I was certain of that.

It is also an interesting point of fact that Lilith had approached Omen in the astral and claimed to be his mother. (And technically, as she was neck deep in the creation of Omen, that would make some kind of twisted sense.)

Eventually, it was the psychotic goddess, Sekhmet (who was working very closely with Lilith) who revealed to Omen the connection between him and Mari.

The Lion Goddess

As I suspected, Omen went ballistic. Said that there was no way it could be true, that he would now have to fix the damage caused by this. He then cut ties with me as he said he could no longer trust me and had no further use for me.

You might call that an overreaction or you might say that it hit a nerve.

If it wasn’t true, then what damage would be done? I’m pretty sure his normal reaction would have been to find it “hilarious.”

Also, as a side note, it was Mari who was instrumental in me connecting with Omen. She suggested that I use his abilities to draw me.

As more and more people are coming forth and remembering this connection, we felt it was time to make it public. In any case, it’s not as though the wrong people don’t already know it.

Next: Legion