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111 – Is Declaring Who I Am An Ego Trip?

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Ego Trip

Is declaring your past lives, who you are, and that you were considered a historical god important or just an ego trip? I explore this question in this entry.

I’m sure there are some out there who might be thinking to themselves: “That Gary Leigh… Why would he say he is The Phoenix Source and a god?  If that were true, surely, he wouldn’t say such a thing. Wouldn’t he be humble about it? Surely, he’s just on an ego trip.”

And, yes… There is certainly a perception that if you state your achievements and you were someone of note, then you can’t be the real deal because the genuine article would never do such a thing.

That’s assuming that you don’t think that I’m delusional or doing this because I’m looking for attention.

Reasonable Questions

Those are reasonable questions and there are reasons why I do this.

Yes, it’s true that I openly declare who I am.  I don’t hide it when people ask.  However, at the same time, it’s not as though I make a point of telling people either.

As far as I’m aware, there are no Universal Laws or rules that state you must deny who you are.

More importantly, I am not claiming to be a Master, Ascended or otherwise. No true Master would make that claim as they know they are always learning.

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110 – How A Lighter Saved My Life.

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Seemingly Random

This is an entry from my Autobiography, I am The Phoenix.  It’s about one of the more interesting synchronicities that occurred during my earlier years in the 1980s. This is a story about how a series of seemingly random events that undoubtedly saved me from the strong possibility of being murdered.

The year was 1986 and I had just started to come across the words The Phoenix.

I had come across the name of The Phoenix before 1986, but they made no blip in my consciousness. I had forgotten everything about who I was, so completely; I had no memory or even resonance with those two words.

This was by design because if I remembered who I was, then the entire point of why I was here and what I was doing would become moot.

It was in 1986 that those  words finally started to register, and I took more notice.

It was in the next week, after taking notice of those words for the first time, that the first major attack occurred.  It was an incident wherein if things had gone differently, I’m quite certain I would have been murdered. 

Naivety

When my mother remarried, my stepfather had two grown sons. One of them had some psychological issues and could end up being quite aggressive and violent. His name was Emond (Not his real name).  I met him in 1981 when I was 16 years old.

In my naivety, I thought that I might be able to help him. But I had no clue what the hell I was doing. All my theories were pretty much “Pie in the Sky” type ideals.

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108 – Interview With a Soul Braid

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Soul Braid

A Soul Braid (also known as Walk-Alongs) is where two or more Souls will share the same body. Misunderstood, it may be mistaken for a Multiple Personality Disorder. (MPD) or what is currently referred to as Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). In this entry, I interview a Soul Braid about what it’s like and how they learned to cope with the situation.

When I was younger, I would often think that it would have been handy if I had someone take control of my body so I could take a day off and rest. Of course, I never imagined such a thing was possible.

If you have two or more Souls in your body and you can work together with them, then it most certainly is a possibility.

Those who have read my autobiography, I am The Phoenix, may remember that I had a similar situation where I allowed a spirit to sometimes use my body. While I never lost control, I could certainly feel her influences.

It was quite surreal.

I later discovered that this was the goddess Sophia, who was also a Phoenix. It all ended abruptly, and I found myself missing the companionship.

Interview

I do know genuine cases where two Souls are sharing the same body. Dealing with them both has been a very unique experience; I consider myself privileged and fortunate to have been exposed to such an encounter with a Soul Braid.

I thought that it might be useful to interview this person in the hope that it may help others who find themselves in a similar situation and have no clue what to do.

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