Category: the phoenix

Posted on

43 – The Stolen Gem

This experience is also recounted in my book ‘I am The Phoenix’ though I have attempted to expand on it in the context of other entries.

Guardian Of The Gem

Back in 2006, I finally started to understand my Mind Travels were real on some level. That is to say, while I believed that they had some kind of validity to them, I never really imagined that they interacted with everything that was going on. 

I viewed them as something that was individual, self-contained, and had no bearing on anything else.  So, I was less meticulous about certain important things while on those journeys.

During one of my Mind Travels, I found myself taking one of the gems from the Gem Station.  It was a red one, and I used it to prove my identity to someone, somewhere. 

With most of my Mind Travel adventures, I can’t recall them as well as I would like to.  I just know that for whatever reason, I did this and it allowed me passage to somewhere.

Then I forgot to put it back, or rather, I simply moved on without thinking through any crucial details on what I should have done with the gem.

Hence, it was not put back correctly and was left vulnerable. Now, I don’t know if this oversight had anything to do with what happened next, but the synchronicity is hard to ignore.

Psychic Alert

One day, during work, I got a Psychic Alert that someone had broken into the location where the Gems were kept and was attempting to steal one. 

The Astral World doesn’t really care where you are when an important matter is at hand.  It would drive me crazy because I would have to split my attention and 70% of the time I was at work when serious issues came up.

I can mind travel at any time, regardless of what I am doing.  I checked and saw someone was indeed there. Normally, I would have simply ejected them, but something held me back.  Instead, I opted to wait and see what would happen.

At work, at any given moment, I was doing the job of 3 people and I almost immediately forgot about the incident.

Caz

Then, a few weeks later, a lady whom I had a strong connection with, messaged me.  We had met in the long gone Celestine Vision chat room. Her name was Caz (I later found out she was a minor NUT Avatar).

Caz was an interesting person. She held a lot of memories about both of us from the past.  Caz once told me of a dream she had many years before we met. She recounted it as such:

     This was also the time I had the dream about a man named “Gary,” and my hair becoming Phoenix hair…

    We have some friends here in town, a couple, and the husband’s name in this couple is Gary.  He’s a sweet guy, Jewish, and TOTALLY not psychic!  lol ~ ~ But, “Gary” in the dream looked exactly like him!  Except….in this dream, I was so attracted to him, and it made no sense at all… and I could feel that while it was Gary—-that this man was NOT “Gary”!!!  If you see what I mean. 

     In this dream, he and I were moving from room to room of a house, trying to get in a few words alone without all these other people barging in.  I remember that some of these rooms were very very odd—they were lined with little tiles, like a locker room, and had what looked to be shower heads in them—perhaps like a large high school gym shower room. 

The Kiss

     Gary kissed me and when he did—it felt like our souls merged together.  I burst into tears then, feeling guilty and said, “what are we going to DO??”  Gary just laughed and said “It’ll be okay.  Don’t worry about it.”  Then, I walked away from him and looked into a mirror.  In this image I saw myself with hair that was all wisps, like feathers—and the color was a flaming orange-red…and I knew that this was my “Phoenix hair”. 

     That’s when I woke.  I thought about the dream, thought about our friend Gary—to examine if I had some kind of repressed “feelings” for him, and utterly dismissed it!  It was just too silly!  But still…that was a damn good kiss in that dream…lol!

It is also worth noting that my colours are red and orange so this dream is an interesting confirmation.

I was online one night soon after the gem Mind Travel, when she sent me an instant message:     “Gary!  If you’re there… we need to be together… right NOW.  I came online to find you.  I was sleeping… and all the energies and messages have coalesced. I got back the thing stolen from you.  It’s red….a red jewel.  I got it back from David earlier today. It is YOURS.”

The Druids

Now, David was a Druid, who was also someone who had relentlessly attacked me over the years and probably came as close as anyone could to getting rid of me. As far as beings go, he is a nasty piece of work. So much so, that he was one of the few people I ended up banning from my chat room to keep others safe.

I found out he was a Druid when a friend of his let that piece of information innocently slip.

Normally, it would mean nothing to anyone, but as my Guides had just given me a history lesson on what the Druids did and who they were, it instantly got my attention.

According to Omen, the Druids had been contracted by the god Apep to have me taken out.

Apep was known as the god of chaos (or one of them) and was traditionally known to be the nemesis of RA. However, he spent most of his time trying to get rid of me.

The Hit

Apep owed The Triquerta for something and they had demanded that he take care of me.  So, he contracted the Druids, and they have been nothing but trouble ever since.

It appeared that David had been the one who I had been alerted to and he had indeed stolen the gem I had not put back properly.

Caz had approached him directly online and demanded he return the gem. He played dumb (though he was anything but dumb… his hapless persona was how he drew people in) and denied knowing what she was talking about. So, she just took it from him and then came to me and gave it back.

As I never spoke to anyone about the gems and I never mentioned my Mind Travels, this was another strong validity that those trips were real.

As to what David wanted with the gem, I do not know. This particular one controlled timelines.

However, I can hazard a guess, as the timelines have been messed with over the past decade or so.  I strongly suspect that it’s part of what has been causing The Mandela Effect.

I’ve also been told that timelines are collapsing.

What I will do about it, I have yet to decide.

Posted on

38 – Geb – gods Walk Among Us (And I’m One of Them)

Geb by Joe Alfaro 
Drawing of Geb by Joe Alfaro 
Check out his work at www.alfarographics.com

The god Of The Earth

Geb is the name I am known by, to many.

Mythology claims that Geb was the god of The Earth.

That claim does have its foundations in fact, though it is truly lost in the retelling.

The Phoenix Energy was one of the factors that gave life to this planet, and helped things evolve over so many billions of years. A few primordial beings came together, and helped seed life, shape the planet, and awaken The Gaia.

I elected to make this Earth one of my homes because I did (and still do) love The Gaia.

A Description Of Me

I didn’t always know I was Geb. It took me decades to work that   out. The first time I heard that name, I dismissed it as Geb being way too high level for him to be me.

The process I went through was a long one, but for the sake of history and completeness, I shall detail it now.

It has been stated, by many, that I am The Phoenix Source.

That’s vague, so I am going to try and explain a little about who and what I am.

Continue reading “38 – Geb – gods Walk Among Us (And I’m One of Them)”
Posted on

36 – About Atlantis and Lemuria

Was Atlantis Real

Wasn’t Atlantis Just A Parable?

Now that I’ve stated that Atlantis existed, I’m sure it will be a controversial statement for many. 

The general consensus is that Plato created Atlantis as an example.  It didn’t exist, and there isn’t any proof it ever existed.

Quite frankly, it’s easy to refer to something that you can’t prove because you can say anything about it.  As it goes, my Guides would discuss Atlantis and claim that it was my idea to create it.  I was told it was meant to be a place where beings could visit and be free of restrictions from The Galactic Federation’s influence. Along with Thoth and NUT, I was in charge of running it.

Now, I always thought that sounded like an egotistical fantasy.  Right up to the time I spoke to someone who had, until recently, been bound to bodies, like Omen was, and remembered Atlantis.

Due to respecting the wishes of a friend, I can’t disclose her name, so I will call her “Nicole.” 

The only reason I know Nicole was not a deluded person, was the fact that Omen remembered her from back when they were both wandering the earth around 16,000 years ago. 

Also, Nicole knew Omen and who he was.   She also had way more knowledge about things (like Omen did) than any person would normally have. 

The One You Now Call Gary

Nicole always referred to me as, “The one you now call Gary.” It was also clear that, even though I had not actually met her in this life, she was not a fan of me at all.

Nicole called me by that name frequently. To me, it implied she somehow knew me, recognized me, and remembered my previous names.  Nicole was another who recognized my Phoenix heritage.

Not only did she remember me from previous lives, but it also was confirmation that what my Guides had been telling me, turned out to be correct.

One night, a mutual friend set up a chat with us both. 

Nicole’s Soul Mate was still incarnated in a human body, so she would possess that and use it to communicate with others, when the need arose.

The Long Chat

That night, for two hours, Nicole went on and on about how she held me responsible for the genocide that happened by the Atlanteans, because I was the one in charge, thus I allowed it.  Nicole’s most serious accusation was that I was indecisive and refused to act. (Though I had my reasons, which I will further detail in future entries.)

Nicole claimed she had sent an emissary to speak to me, whom I refused to see.  Though it took me a while to remember that incident, it was still fresh in her mind, even though it happened at least 20,000 years ago.

Of all the things I ever expected to be accused of in this life, genocide was not one of them.

Many others I have spoken to claim to have memories of Atlantis, including another colleague, who goes by the name Ecclasia. She was also bound to bodies for ten thousand years.  She claimed she was kept under the city but heard everything that was going on.

Murky History

I still am a little unclear about the history of what occurred in Atlantis.  What I do remember was frustration and malice.

I remember that Atlantis was a high level civilization based on crystal technology.

The crystals were classed as sentient (they had a Soul Energy attached to them and certain kinds have certain powers). They were especially potent in the higher dimensional levels.

Crystals have many uses.  However, some could be used to enslave, bind or imprison others.

A lot of amoral and terrible experiments were performed during those times. They experimented with hybrids, siphoning off parts of Souls and replacing them with other energies.

There were genetic experiments, especially with the human body.

There were no gods present because, technically, everyone was a “god,” so being one was nothing remarkable.

The wars that Nicole referred to were the Atlantean’s attempts to annihilate and/or enslave the former denizens of the planet: The Hindu gods and Fae.

And Lemuria

Atlantis ended up being so bad that some went and founded Lemuria to get away from it.

The Ruler there was called Neptune (also known as Poseidon or Triton).  Neptune did not have a friendly disposition, though he was smart enough to rule Lemuria in a way to make most people happy. 

Lemuria was based in the sea (thus making it harder for demonics to be there), and is where the myths of merfolk originated.

All who chose to go there were given Mer energy, which allowed them the ability to survive and breathe underwater. 

Lemuria was named after the original Lemuria, that was a planet that was covered almost completely in water. The Mers and the Naga were at war there, and many came to Atlantis to escape. Those who lived in Lemuria also seem to have a strong draw and affinity with dolphins.

The point is, Atlantis did exist, and still does.  Both Atlantis and Lemuria are actually on a higher vibrational plane, which is why we cannot visit there from this 3D level.

I know I just gave a breakdown of what seems to be a fantasy role-playing game, but in my considerable experience, it’s all real.  Too real.