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83 – What Is It Like Being The Phoenix?

Drawing by Mari

Thoughts and Feelings

With 2019 around the corner, I thought it might be time for some self-reflection.

This is going to be very long, but if you want to know the thoughts and feelings of a Phoenix, then read on.

This may also be somewhat self-indulgent; but I wanted to write it before I start on my next series of entries.

I am going to discuss what it’s like being The Phoenix, along with its frustrations and some of the History.

Saying to someone, “I am The Phoenix Source,” is a major claim. It’s the kind of claim that could land you right in the asylum. At the very least, most cannot comprehend it. Even those who claim to be enlightened.

Those who know who I am, know it’s true. I’ve yet to meet someone who has told me that I am not who I claim to be.

There was one interesting incident back in 2014, where a demonic walk-in, who was coming to my chat room, was insisting that I was no one. Then one day, out of the blue, he changed his mind. He said he had been wrong and even offered to work with me. I never quite worked out the reason for the turnaround, except that maybe he must have found something to validate it.

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82 – Dark Council Fallout – Passing Through The Gateway.

Gatekeepers

Before I passed through the Gateway, I noticed a group of glowing, humanoid-type beings were gathered around it.

I had to search my memories for who they were, then I understood they were The Gatekeepers. They had appeared, to not only check that everything was above board; but to verify and validate that this was no trick.

I was glad they were there. I don’t know if they came with the Gateway, or they were summoned, but they would ensure that everything was above-board. Gatekeepers take their guardianships very seriously, and most Beings know better than to question their integrity.

After all was confirmed to be legitimate, that the gateway was genuine and set to the highest level, I prepared to walk through it. Part of me wondered if this was such a wise idea.

There weren’t any options, though.  I knew this was the only way to prove to the masses, beyond any question, that I was telling the Truth.

Mentally, I prepared myself and entered.

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81 – Dark Council Fallout – The Gateway

The Gateway Of Judgement

Back to the Astral

That night, when I went to bed, I pondered what the answer would be to prove my innocence to everyone.   I felt I was forgetting or missing something, so I did what I normally would do in such a situation.

As previously mentioned, when I’m stuck for answers, my general solution is to do some Mind Travelling.   I never know what I’m going to find and most of the time, it’s rarely what I expect.  Everything seems to write itself.

I suppose I could have gone after everyone, and everything who were coming after me, but that’s not how I work.

I’m quite reticent to do anything that could be considered harmful or destructive.

I don’t attack, destroy and banish (unless the banishment is truly warranted and even then, it’s only for as long as needed).  I tend to mostly defend.

Even though, I’m considered dangerous, I do my fighting by thinking and gathering of resources and information.

The Gateway

That night, I found myself in this large, wide open and expansive space.

I had summoned every being imaginable, including Ecclasia and Mari, who complained to me the next day that they had been summoned to some place and had dreamt we had been judged.

They were correct.  After I had summoned everyone who would come; I then called forth what I call The Gateway of Judgement.

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