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89 – The Other Beast

A Second Beast of Revelations

In this entry I’ll discuss the identity and discovery of a second Beast of Revelations. My colleague and I wanted this Disclosure on our own terms.

NB: Gender is confusing when a male body is in a female body, so for this entry, I am referring to a male spirit in a female body as “she.”

It is said that time is an illusion. It means that everything is happening right now.

This makes for some very complex and convoluted situations. They seem so improbable that you would only read about them in fantasy novels or science fiction movies.

This is one those situations.

For decades, my Guides have been telling me that this is not the first time I have done this. They strongly indicated that this is my second time around.

From what I understand, it’s more than just two times.

At the time, I never knew what to make of this comment. It made sense on a meta level, but on the other hand, sounded completely unlikely. Still, back in the mid-90s, everything sounded improbable to me. I didn’t even believe I had Guides back then.

Memory Backup

The problem with a proper incarnation, into a body, is that you tend to forget everything. If you do remember anything, it’s just vague impressions and what feels like whimsical flights of fancy.

If you need to remember vital information when the time comes, how do you do it? Especially if that information ends up being sensitive and knowing it beforehand can cause problems?

I tend to think long term. Play the long game. In this case, I set up the solution to this problem thousands of years ago.

The information I needed in this life was stored in a Soul fragment that would be returned to me at just the right time.

The Buddha Soul, that Omen had deemed useless, contained information and memories that only I could access, once I had integrated and attuned to it.

I know it was mine because when Omen offered it to me, I set the conditions that I could only accept it if it was mine to begin with. 

I felt the energy merge with me instantly. A short time later, memories and impressions started to surface.

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83 – What Is It Like Being The Phoenix?

Drawing by Mari

Thoughts and Feelings

With 2019 around the corner, I thought it might be time for some self-reflection.

This is going to be very long, but if you want to know the thoughts and feelings of a Phoenix, then read on.

This may also be somewhat self-indulgent; but I wanted to write it before I start on my next series of entries.

I am going to discuss what it’s like being The Phoenix, along with its frustrations and some of the History.

Saying to someone, “I am The Phoenix Source,” is a major claim. It’s the kind of claim that could land you right in the asylum. At the very least, most cannot comprehend it. Even those who claim to be enlightened.

Those who know who I am, know it’s true. I’ve yet to meet someone who has told me that I am not who I claim to be.

There was one interesting incident back in 2014, where a demonic walk-in, who was coming to my chat room, was insisting that I was no one. Then one day, out of the blue, he changed his mind. He said he had been wrong and even offered to work with me. I never quite worked out the reason for the turnaround, except that maybe he must have found something to validate it.

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82 – Dark Council Fallout – Passing Through The Gateway.

Gatekeepers

Before I passed through the Gateway, I noticed a group of glowing, humanoid-type beings were gathered around it.

I had to search my memories for who they were, then I understood they were The Gatekeepers. They had appeared, to not only check that everything was above board; but to verify and validate that this was no trick.

I was glad they were there. I don’t know if they came with the Gateway, or they were summoned, but they would ensure that everything was above-board. Gatekeepers take their guardianships very seriously, and most Beings know better than to question their integrity.

After all was confirmed to be legitimate, that the gateway was genuine and set to the highest level, I prepared to walk through it. Part of me wondered if this was such a wise idea.

There weren’t any options, though.  I knew this was the only way to prove to the masses, beyond any question, that I was telling the Truth.

Mentally, I prepared myself and entered.

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