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53 – Mars Attacks: Further Musings (Part 1)

Please see the previous entry to make sense of this one.

The Shape of Mars

There were a few things about the Mars incident that got me thinking.

It wasn’t the fact I was talking to a self-proclaimed god, but more about what I witnessed and what was said.   In fact, I find dealing with such things an exercise in tedium rather than awe inspiring.

When I look at things remotely, they tend to show up as an impression rather than an actual visualization. It would be wonderful if I could see things with clarity, but I’ve learned to work with what I have.

The impressions can be oddly detailed, though. They generally comprise as a quarter image and the other three quarters is information about the image itself. 

I do not attempt filling in the blanks.  When I looked and saw the silhouette of Mars, it was with no preconception.

Curiously enough in 2017, a couple of weeks later, I was talked into seeing the D.C. Wonder Woman movie, which I had zero interest in watching.

The movie itself was better than I expected.  More importantly, the main villain, Ares (alias Mars), looked exactly like the Mars I saw in silhouette when he wore his horned helm.

It was also clear that someone knew how Mars should really look. I often think many creators have more knowledge than they let on.

It’s The Wolluf! (A Lambsy Reference For Those Who Are Too Young To Remember)

You’d think that if I had come across Fenrir before, who is a massive wolf, I’d remember it.  To be frank, I can’t be sure either way.

All I can say about Fenrir is that he is a magnificent being and I wouldn’t want to be on the wrong side of him.

As for what he looked like, they pretty much nailed that in Thor: Ragnarok. (Which came out around six months after this incident.)

When I communicated with him, I somehow knew that I had some agreement in place, and it overrode anything else that was going on. To me, it felt like meeting a friend on the battlefield.

An Avatar of the psychotic goddess, Sekhmet, asked me, back in 2015, if I had made a deal with the wolves. She seemed quite agitated that I had done so.  In fact, she was angry about all the deals I had made over the years. But that was Sekhmet for you: A lunatic goddess.

I checked and found there was something I had done, but never pursued it on this 3D level as I had many other things to focus on.

As most of the things I do either happen on the higher astral levels or before I incarnated here, the details only tend to come up as they are needed, making it seem like I ‘deus ex machina’ my way out of trouble.

Betrayal?

One of the things that really surprised me was when Mars accused me of betraying him and the other gods.  From what I can recall, I never was one to go along with them.   Moreover, there was an assumption that I would not mess with them or interfere in their affairs. This stemmed mostly from my policy that I would not interfere.

This policy came from my time in Atlantis.  I guaranteed that those who came would not be subjected to Galactic Federation law.

What they did not take into account was that this was not going to be forever. There was a sixteen-thousand-year or so period where I would not intervene, but after that time expired, all bets would be off.

While that was never explicitly spelled out, it was something built into the Agreement. At the time, it seemed such a long way off that no one gave it any thought.

Perspective

To try and give it some perspective, it’s very much like saying that today, in 2018, I won’t bother you until the year 18018. That number seems insanely long and maybe even laughable. In the overall scheme of things, it’s just a blink of an eye.

I tend to think in terms of many thousands of years, if not longer.  I don’t just see my current life.  I see all my lives and what has been and is coming.

Most seem to only think of what they can get out of a deal right now. From my personal point of view, if the piper ever has to be paid, then the deal should never be made.

So, I guess, from their point of view, I did betray them.  But having said that, I never promised I would support them either.

To be continued.

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52 – Mars Attacks

I was having trouble remembering everything that happened 
for this particular entry, so I asked Ecclasia
to contribute.

Mars

2017 was a wild ride for me. Old relationships ended (sadly) and new ones were forged. 

I had spent that year in the USA, Australia and Canada. I found that Toronto was not working out for me, so I made plans to head back home.

I decided this would be a good time to meet up with my colleagues Ecclasia and Mari.

We spent a month together which was both sublime and exhausting; Mari and Ecclasia kept getting themselves into trouble and I was left to fix things.

[Notes from Ecclasia]: He rolled his eyes a lot during that month.

One incident of note began when we were driving around at night.  Mari had noticed what appeared to be a large, shadowy houndlike wolf.  It had run across the road around the corner next to her home.

She didn’t mention it till we were heading back. Accordingly, we tried to find it; but we saw nothing. 

The Wolf

As we returned to the house, Mari kept seeing the wolf in her mind.

I decided to look for it, by using my Mind’s Eye.  I tend to get impressions of images and what they may be.  I never put much stock into how real it was until I had others, including Omen, see the same images. 

I saw what appeared to be a giant wolf, which I knew to be Fenrir.  Fenrir was a wolf in Norse mythology. 

With Fenrir, I saw a figure in silhouette. His head looked like it had horns on them, so I considered that it may be some kind of demon lord.

Mars

Ecclasia, has the ability of bilocation; being two places at the same time, whether Astral, 3D dimension, or both.  She went to take a look and told us that the being was Mars.

This was the first time I had encountered this god in my timeline.  I was wondering what was going on. The odd thing was that I felt I should know who Mars was.

It felt like he was a version of the Egyptian, Horus the Elder, who was known to be a Phoenix. I still am not sure.

I looked into Ecclasia’s eyes and saw that her Soul was no longer fully present. Whatever was there, it was not her. There was a look of scrutiny and cunning.  It was aimed at me. That truly unnerved me.  Not only was I extremely uncomfortable; I really hate it when bodies are taken over by another being, partially or otherwise.

Partial Possession

Ecclasia began to act as a Channel Medium. Part of her was still there; moreover, she told me part of her Soul was being held hostage by Mars.  I offered to restore her, but Ecclasia declined.  She wanted to see what would happen.

(This became a running joke, where they would say: What’s the worst that could happen? And then everything would go to Hell.)

At that moment, I noted that the door frames in the house were slightly shimmering.  Most times, this is indicative of a Portal. I suspected that something had put a portal around them. Passing through such things can take you to different timelines.

I can say, I was not too thrilled with this possibility.  In retrospect, I’m not sure what effect they had, if any.  However, I noted a few timeline changes afterwards.

Once again, using my Mind’s Eye, I projected myself to Fenrir’s location.

Gary:     What are you doing here?

Fenrir:     I was summoned by Mars to hunt down Mari and her Dragon Guide.

Gary:     Well, unsummon yourself.

It sounded like a ridiculous thing to say.  However, I felt I had some kind of deal with Fenrir; I just wasn’t sure what it was at that exact moment.

The Language Barrier

I asked Ecclasia if I could talk to Mars.  She said only if it was in the language of the gods.  He refused to speak to me in any other language.

This was a problem because I can’t say that I remembered any such language.  I told Mars if he wanted to speak to me, he would have to do it in English.

By this time, we had moved to another room.  Both Mari and Ecclasia were sitting on a mattress.  I was sitting at the front of the mattress with my back to them.   I felt Ecclasia’s hand touch my back; then she started to channel Mars.  Mari also touched me in order to assist the communication.

He began speaking to me through Ecclasia.  I can’t recall the entire conversation, but below is what I am able to remember.

Mars was quite angry with me.

Mars:      You are stupid.

Gary:      Why?

Mars:      For being a human.  It makes you weak.

Gary:      I’m stronger than I was before. Take a look.

Mars:     You were stupid to forget everything.

Gary:      I am remembering it now.

Mars:     No, you’re not. You betrayed us all. You were one of us. Everyone is trapped here because of you.

Gary:     They can leave any time they want.

Mars:     The Dragon can’t.  Has she not told you? Tell him.  [there was only silence]  You made her weak. She was not yours to take.

Gary:     And she was not yours to take and do experiments on.

Mars:      I’m a god, I can do what I want.

Gary:     Yes, you can, but you will face the consequences of your actions.  [I then had a sense he was about to try and attack me. If Mars was connected to Horus, then that meant he was a Phoenix and had Phoenix abilities.]  If you’re thinking of using the Phoenix Energy to attack me, it won’t work. That source has been cut off.

Taken

But there was only silence.  I felt a hand slip down my back and fall away.  I knew Mars had left.  I waited for around maybe a minute to see if anything else would happen.  I turned around and found both Ecclasia and Mari sitting upright, but their souls were clearly absent.  I knew immediately Mars had taken them.

This seemed to be a recurring theme and I would often have to call someone back.

I focused on Ecclasia and said:    Come back. Come back now.

I snapped my fingers.  Ecclasia opened her eyes.

She said:  What the fuck… My arm is on fire…

I then focused on Mari.  I did the same thing, and Ecclasia helped.  Mari returned soon after and was in tears. Ecclasia was still complaining about her arm, so I removed the energy, which I strongly suspected was indeed Phoenix Energy. Mars had clearly tried to attack me, but it had backfired.

What Happened

[Notes from Ecclasia]: It felt like I had been struck by lightning. To my surprise, I had felt that fire in my hand which is why I let go of Gary’s back. The pain ran up my arm till it hit my chest and completely drained all my energy.  It had taken its toll on me. When it was all said and done, I was really sick and hurting.  So, Mari gave me her hand and said to take what I needed for energy.  I had completely drained her, however, and she got dizzy.

The story Ecclasia and Mari told me was that they had been taken by Mars. He was holding both of them, including the Dragon, in his massive hands. They were all looking at each other. Mari said it was the strangest thing.

I then contacted Fenrir again and told him he was free from any obligation to Mars. Fenrir could now hunt Mars down instead; which he gleefully did.  Using my Mind’s Eye, I saw the god fleeing from Fenrir.

[Notes from Ecclasia]: After all was said and done, Mars had played his card and I was not going to sit back and just let him abuse his station. Gary, however, did not want us to go after Mars.  So, I had to let it go. 

I don’t scare, but as far as incidences go, this one was chilling.

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51 – The False gods

The False gods:

As far as I can recall, I’ve never been a fan of the Councils, nor have I ever been a fan for those who elevate themselves as gods to be worshipped.

From my memory, during Atlantis, the title “god” meant little. It was a job title. The god of <insert job description>.

Everyone had their own skills and abilities and because the vibrational levels were way higher then, it was easier to do things that appeared to be magic.

This is because the higher the vibration of a dimension, the quicker things manifest. The downside is that those things you can instantly create, tend to have little to no substance to them.

Still, you can do some things, which, on the 3D level, would look like miracles. If you find a way to bring the higher level manifestations down to the 3D world, it can look impressive.

In fact, those who have mastered such powers on this level will seem like magicians, masters or gods, especially to those who are in a body that blocks that kind of power.

The time of Atlantis wasn’t fun. The ego and power trips of many were out of control, and while it’s fair to say that there were some good people there, they were in the minority.

But  why?

You might ask: Why be there to begin with?

To be frank, I don’t fully recall the reasons. Atlantis had been around for quite a while by the time many of us came there.

It was, if I recall correctly, an outpost. A place to set up base, but it wasn’t all that populated, relatively speaking.

Infrastructure had been put into place and the bridge between astral and the third dimension had been engineered. Atlantis, itself, was on an energy centre where ley lines would intersect.

From what I recall, Atlantis was a place to get away from what many deemed the oppression of the Galactic Federation. Though, in my view, it was more about not being able to break Galactic law that had been put into place to protect the denizens.

A deal had been struck that if people went there, they would be pretty much able to do what they wanted. It was a way of gathering all the troublemakers into one place. At the time, Earth was not all that populated, and the impact should have been minimal.

It didn’t work out as expected because we underestimated the insanity, and depths of cruelty and coldness these beings could reach.

In any case, it began badly and ended even worse.

After Atlantis

It wasn’t until the fall of Atlantis (and everyone either moved on or went home), that the god thing really took off.

Yes, there were gods beforehand, but they were there to help rather than rule.

Humans could be easily dominated and impressed. When in their bodies, they tended to have low levels of awareness. It was very easy to manipulate them and create a powerbase of worshippers.

The thing about having someone worship you is that if enough people do it, it actually can empower you and your energies.

Prayer is thought, after all, and thoughts create. When you worship someone, they get your energy and when enough people do it, you get a lot of it.

Mind you, the type of energy you get might not always be that great, but the gods were not all that picky, and they were also in fierce competition with each other for status and power.

Nowadays most don’t believe that they existed, and they were simply dismissed as a bunch of superstitious mumbo jumbo to help explain natural phenomenon.

While there certainly is some truth to that, it doesn’t mean they never existed, nor does it mean they are no longer around.

And while they may not be as strong as they once were, it doesn’t mean they still aren’t dangerous.

Never ask them for help.

As it goes, from my observations,  there are way too many gods that are still around.  Worshipping has become more subtle and cults are formed instead of open worship.

And while many believe they were never real, there are still plenty out there who believe they were. Such people will often pray to them for a favor or their assistance.

If there is one piece of advice, I could impart in these blogs, it’s this: Never pray to a god or goddess for help. You never know what you will get. Many of them are far from nice and they will demand compensation of some kind. This also goes for Archangels. Not all of them have humanities interest at heart and a good portion of them are part of The Triquerta.

Goddesses such as ISIS, Hathor, Venus, etc., are ego driven narcissists who border on being sociopathic.

Having had enough personal experiences with several of the gods, I can say for a fact that you never want to be in their debt.

For those against…

Personally, I was never partial to the idea of being worshipped, but it wouldn’t surprise me if there was some obscure group somewhere today that does exactly just that. Though, if you Google ‘Cult of Geb’ you won’t find anything and for that, I am grateful.

I know I wasn’t alone in my feelings about the gods. Omen, in spite of being mistaken for a god many times during his incarnations, (the Raven Mocker being one notable example) never warmed to the idea and was rather disdainful of the idea of gods.

Seth (aka Set) also detested the practice. It was one of the reasons he railed so hard against the gods. History and mythology paints him as one of the bad guys, but was he really? Those who have read my ‘I am the Phoenix’ book will have a much greater insight into this.

For someone who is painted to be so evil and dark, he has done more to help than most of the other gods put together.

I am well aware that most people nowadays don’t believe in the gods. There was a time when I didn’t either, as ironic as that may be.

But I have lost count of the ones I have found, or rather, have found me. The one thing they have in common is their ego.

In the next entry, I’ll recount one of my more recent experiences with one of the gods.