110 – How A Lighter Saved My Life.

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Seemingly Random

This is an entry from my Autobiography, I am The PhoenixIt’s about one of the more interesting synchronicities that occurred during my earlier years in the 1980s. This is a story about how a series of seemingly random events that undoubtedly saved me from the strong possibility of being murdered.

The year was 1986 and I had just started to come across the words The Phoenix.

I had come across the name of The Phoenix before 1986, but they made no blip in my consciousness. I had forgotten everything about who I was, so completely; I had no memory or even resonance with those two words.

This was by design because if I remembered who I was, then the entire point of why I was here and what I was doing would become moot.

It was in 1986 that those  words finally started to register, and I took more notice.

It was in the next week, after taking notice of those words for the first time, that the first major attack occurred.  It was an incident wherein if things had gone differently, I’m quite certain I would have been murdered. 

Naivety

When my mother remarried, my stepfather had two grown sons. One of them had some psychological issues and could end up being quite aggressive and violent. His name was Emond (Not his real name).  I met him in 1981 when I was 16 years old.

In my naivety, I thought that I might be able to help him. But I had no clue what the hell I was doing. All my theories were pretty much “Pie in the Sky” type ideals.

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94 – The Original Host: Celeste

The Original Host:   Celeste

For a while, Omen had been receiving signs that the original Host, whom he called Celeste (it should be noted this is not the correct spelling of her name), was going to return.

During our earlier chats, Omen would often tell me stories of how he used to mess with Celeste by taking over her body and walking miles away from home.  When she woke up, she wouldn’t know where she was.

I never got to speak to Celeste myself when she was in their body. From what I did see, though, she was, well, a little whiny… but I guess that was to be expected.

She came to my chat room, seeking help, based on my reputation, on what to do about the demon inside her, but I don’t think she fully understood who Omen was or how they were connected. Removing him at that point of time was not an option that was feasible or likely. After all, he was bound and had no choice.

From what I could tell, they were both experiments. Celeste was an earlier one, and there was more than one version of her around. (Though they were all the same personality.)

Interestingly enough, she never tried to make contact or speak to me, even when I was in the chat.

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