42 – The Orion Gems of Harmony

When I Was Bored…

I love writing entries like these. They sound just like science-fiction fantasy, and they make me cringe because I can only imagine how others must be receiving them.

But here we are, and here we go.

In my teens and twenties, I was bored a lot. My go-to activity, to keep myself occupied, would be to Mind Travel.

Often, ideas, keywords, movies and even music would be enough to trigger my adventures. Over the years, the plots became more intricate, and I found everything wrote itself. (As Mind Travels are wont to do.)

As I got older, I began to get explanation on how the Mind Travel Universe worked, and the “science” behind things. This would come in the form of a voice-over.

I was amazed to find how the overarching plot would always remain cohesive.

Other Planets

It was only years later, especially after talking to Omen, that I discovered that everything I had experienced was all true. Even the explanations for how things worked.

There was one antagonist who was always in the background. Even though I didn’t know his name at the time, I later was able to identify him as Apep.

He was a reoccurring figure who was pretty good at staying behind the scenes. There were other characters, and eventually, I found their real-life counterparts.

The Galactic Federation always played a big part in my Mind Travels, as did the corruption I was seeking to end. 

I had agreed to work with The Galactic Federation in order to make things safe for the denizens of the 5D Levels. 

At the time, planets or societies were being either enslaved or destroyed and I came across many. I dismissed them as fantasy, of course.

King Bear

Then around 2014, Omen drew my attention to a being he claimed he had met on another planet.

For some reason, Omen said he was able to transfer to a body that was elsewhere. (In the 5D.)

This being had come to Earth, taken on his own body, and had joined my chat room for a night.

He called himself King Bear and said the invaders (who he referred to as The Scourge) came and destroyed the world he was defending. Now he was here to do what he could to stop them. I believe they were The Annunaki, he was referring to.

As Omen thought he was the real deal, that was good enough for me and certainly proof that other such planets did indeed exist.

Living  Gems?

In my own Mind Travels, I had created a plan that would be effective on the higher dimensional levels.  It involved gems, jewels, or crystals. For the sake of simplicity, I’ll refer to them collectively as gems.

I remember working on this back in the late 70s, early 80s.

I am aware of Marvel’s Infinity Gems, and yes, the concept is very similar. I am of the opinion that many stories that we deem fiction, come from the higher astral levels.

Even the story of The Phoenix was incredibly close to an event that occurred.

Gems are more then just pretty stones. I’ve sensed that they can have spirits or energies attached to them.  They are really another form of life. The type of gem and property it has, is a reflection and manifestation of the actual spirit.

And yes, I know, this also sounds like the plot to Steven Universe, but once again, what if that storyline came from a concept that already really exists?

The Meteors

Part of my earliest Mind Travels which dated back to the 1970s, was me tracking down such beings and negotiating with them so that we could use their powers. They were huge and rocklike and I referred to them as meteors.

I found seven major gem spirits and several minor ones. I made a request to use fragments of their gem bodies. They would be put in a central location that would act as a transmitter. Each gem would be specifically attuned to create harmony within the system it was housed in.

It was also agreed that the gems would not be abused or used for gaining dominance or power over others.  If one became corrupted, the source gem could be contacted and the integrity would be restored.

As the gem spirits seemed to value their purity, this was very important.

The Plan

The main gems would reside in one major location and connect to other such stations that would be networked in the matrix.

Each time a sector would be freed from attack and corruption, the new station would be set up and that sector would receive that protection.

Those who lived in such sectors would be free to lead the life they desired without fear of attack, corruption or their existence being in peril.

If any beings, such as the Annunaki, attempted to attack a sector, they would literally become frozen in place, rendering them impotent.

It also seemed like a good idea that, instead of trying to safeguard and protect each gem, anyone could visit the station and pick up their own gem for free. They could be used to augment Soul Artifacts.

Free But With Conditions

There were, of course, conditions to doing this. Some of them were:

  • You could only take 1 or 2 of each type.
  • You could not corrupt or alter it from its original form.
  • You could not use them to abuse others.
  • You could not take them with the intention of selling them in a free or black market.  Those who tried would find that Guardians would intervene and disable them.

Hence, everyone of note ended up with their own gems.

If sIf someone tried to steal the main ones, a guardian would be alerted, and while that was rare; it did happen from time to time.

In my next entry, I’ll tell of such an incident.

41 – Origins and Being Summoned.

Memory of My Origins And Process

It’s taken me a very long time to remember my own origins.  Much of my memory was assisted by people who remembered me and knew who I was.

Other memories were disclosed by my Guides.  Later, I was able to validate many of those events with the memories of others, and the information in The Phoenix Archives.

My history is long.  Things that I’ve done in other lifetimes keep on cropping up in the most unexpected ways.

As much as I try to remember my origins, I only get vague impressions.

Omen once told me that I was the result of a collision between two gas giants.

Personally, I can’t wrap my mind around what that even means or if it’s even possible.  Albeit; if Omen said it, it will have substance.  He wasn’t known to be frivolous, especially with words and how things are.

Why Am I Here?

But even if this is so, what would someone like me even be doing here? Why have others told me that my mere presence is causing problems and to leave?

You might wonder that, if I am a god, why would I be spending time on such things as Facebook, chat rooms, blogs, etc.?   

Wouldn’t I be out there doing all kinds of magnificent deeds?  On that point, I’ve found that much can be done without ever having to leave my room. 

Most things I do are Astral based, including Healing. 

Still, I’ve asked the same questions, of myself.

There is a method in all that I do. All the important connections I have made have been through those mediums of social media.

Some things can only be done on the 3D level.  They take an enormous amount of work and coordination. This includes my attempt to give people’s power and knowledge back to them; to show that nothing is beyond reproach. That We are indeed all One and separation is the only illusion.

Summoned By Two Factions

When my friend, Ecclasia, read to me from The Phoenix Archives, she told me that my primal energy was the Energy of Life.  It’s the fire (I assume) all Souls have to pass through to be born.

She went on to say that I was here to prove a point and had asked for permission to be here.

Back in 2016, as I pondered my own history, a story came to me. This happens from time to time, and reveals information that is later proven to be correct. 

My Guides told me two factions were Summoning beings from higher levels. Their intention was to ask them for help and trick them into an agreement where they could be bound and used.

As most higher level beings have no concept of betrayal or treachery, many were easily duped into becoming enslaved.

The two factions were The Galactic Federation and the Annunaki.

Because The Galactic Federation is such a buzz word nowadays, I wondered if such an organization really existed or if it was people feeding off each other. However, my Guides, and virtually everyone I know who is associated with the Astral, are adamant that they exist.

As for the Annunaki, it’s become another buzz word. For a long time, I dismissed them as being made up until I could no longer deny the proof that they existed. 

I’ve heard that Annunaki originally meant “The Fallen,” as they are mostly fallen angels. That is, Angelics that chose Free Will. The name also became synonymous with “Destroyers,” and my Guides said it also meant “against the Federation.”  I honestly can’t be sure as there seem to be many different versions around. It’s possible they are all true. Names can take on the meanings with associated actions.

Arms Race

Both were looking for powerful beings to control, use as weapons, and exploit resources.

The Annunaki believed that The Galactic Federation was corrupt. Their intentions were to destroy them. However, their plans also included taking over everything themselves. What they couldn’t control, they would try to destroy.

Angelics, as a rule, don’t have any empathy. They view anything that isn’t Angelic as inferior.

From what I remember, both sides attempted to summon me.

What It Is Like To Be Summoned.

If you’ve never been summoned before, let me tell you it’s very annoying.  It’s very similar to a Soul Call, except you have not agreed to be part of it. Normally, there are rituals, sigils, names, Sacred Geometry and Words of Power involved. When it’s done, it needs to be done right otherwise it can end very badly.

For those who have ever experienced such a thing, it’s like a compulsion to go somewhere. A pull that is hard to ignore. The more powerful the summoning, the harder it is to resist. And the more powerful the being, the greater your peril will be if you succeed.

My recollections are that many were summoned who should have been left alone. Generally, successful summoning’s are due only because the summoned beings are innocent and, as mentioned, have no concept of treachery and betrayal.

In this way, they are manipulated into doing things they would not normally do, and may end up bound and enslaved. I’ve known a few who fall into this category.

Plans

For my own part, I had a full awareness of what was going on before I was summoned.  I had already been active and had observed much of what was transpiring.

When both sides tried to summon me, I chose The Galactic Federation.  I told them I would help on my terms only.  One of those non-negotiable terms was that the corruption would have to end.  Additionally, the denizens of Earth would have the right to exist peacefully, without control or tyranny.

I knew about the corruption in The Galactic Federation.  In an exchange, I would identify who was behind the corruption and remove them.

Part of my plan was to set up what would become known as the Jewels of Harmony.  These were the means by which sectors of The Galactic Federation would become balanced and protected against attacks.

Next: The Orion Gems of Harmony

40 – Guides, Synchronicity, And Soul Calls

Guides, Synchronicity, And Soul Calls

For those who have been following my life story; you might say it reads like a contrived script for a low budget Hollywood movie or a poorly written fantasy novel.

Everything conveniently happens because plot demands it. Be it encountering certain people, some crucial piece of information I need, or some deux-ex-machina type solution that gets myself or friends out of deep trouble.

If this had been a work of fiction I was reading, I would have thrown the book aside in annoyance by now and gone on a rant about how unrealistic everything is.

However, it’s not fiction.  It’s my life.  It’s really happening; and I doubt I have the skills to make up this kind of story.

Fortunately, there is a valid explanation for how it all works.

Synchronicity

Carl Jung coined a term called Synchronicity.  It basically means that there is no such thing as coincidence. Everything that happens has been agreed upon, and events are used to move you forward on your chosen path.  While synchronicities may appear random and by chance, they most certainly are not.

While it’s nice to have a term that describes such things; Carl Jung only put a name to something that has always existed. Most Masters and Beings already know about this phenomenon.

If I tried to personally arrange and coordinate everything for my life to work out the way it has, I’d have more chance at winning the lottery.

Fortunately, there is more than just me. I have guides and helpers who work on many levels. I also have lines of Fate, that help ensure certain outcomes.

The Dakini

I have extraordinary Guides known as the Dakini who I consider to be some of the best guides available. Before I incarnated into this current body, I approached them and asked them for help.

I promised the Dakini certain things in exchange for their assistance.  They agreed.  They have been guiding and guarding my life every step of the way. They are not my only Guides, but they have done an amazing job.

I arranged for my Guides to help me awaken when the time was right. To help remind me who I really am. I told them to never let up, not for a moment.  I also acknowledged what a tedious job it would be for them, repeating the same message over and over to me in my mind.

Thanks to their exceptional skill and effort, my Guides ensure that everything that needs to happen, happens. They make sure that I’m in the right place, at the right time, hearing the information I need, or meeting up with someone who gives me another piece of the puzzle.

What seems like a chance encounter ends up revealing critical information.

When it’s important, my Guides (or me) will put out a Soul Call for those who need to find me.

Seth

Two Soul Calls of note (though by no means the only ones), are how my Soul Children located me. Each one felt strongly compelled to find and contact me.

For anyone who has read “I am The Phoenix”, they will know that one Soul Child of note is Seth.  Seth’s current incarnation is in a female body named Mari. Mari literally felt the Soul Call the day it was sent out for other Phoenii to find me. The Soul Call was so strong that she spent the better part of a week trying to track it down, and eventually we met in a chat room that I frequented.

The chat room, Celestine Vision, was based on the philosophy of Synchronicity.  In the year 2000, the Dakini told me they had hired the website administrator to create this chat interface. 

As a result, I gained many vital connections and discovered important information. It all found its way to the chat.

There was an instant connection with Mari. Over the years, we have helped each other to remember and validate our memories, including what happened in our past lives.

When we met neither of us was sure who we really were. All we knew was that we were both Phoenii.  It took me around three years to work out who Mari was, and I often would put theories to my Guides.

At one point, I was so lost, my Guides responded to me:    Now, you’re guessing!

Then one day, late in 2009, I looked at a photo of Mari.  Suddenly, I just knew who she was.  Why I felt it and how; I honestly cannot tell you. I just knew. Just like a parent knows their own child.

When I told Sophie, she asked Nicole who quickly validated it. She had known Seth in many of her incarnations and knew exactly who she was.

And it’s been chaos ever since…

NUT Goddess Of The Sky

The other Soul Call was my Twin Soul, NUT (pronounced “noot”).

In 2012, a year after I had accepted that I was Geb, I idly thought to myself that I must have a sister and that NUT may be somewhere out there. 

I sent a quick mental call out to her and promptly forgot about it.

It couldn’t have been more than 36 hours later; I received an e-mail from someone who claimed to feel strongly compelled to contact me. She said she needed help and that it felt like her heart was breaking.

Moon

Her name was Moon, she lived in Canada and when I spoke to her, I felt a very strong sense that I knew her.  She believed she was the goddess ISIS. (As NUT was the mother of ISIS, and they carry a very similar energy, it made sense.)

I soon realized that she wasn’t ISIS. That she was NUT, herself, and a fully manifested Avatar at that.

Moon was her real name.  According to mythology, NUT was considered to be the Mother of the Moon and Sun; including the title Goddess of the Sky.

To add confirmation, her Facebook email also was, “Goddess of the Sky.”

Past Issues

You would think this would have been a happy reunion.  On the contrary, we had parted on bad terms.  Moon was still extremely angry with me because I had chosen Seth over what she had wanted.

Moon wrote to me:    I shall let you choose your path. And I will never try to influence you. I think this affected me a lot more than it did to[sic] you.

     You forgot one thing, that I was your wife and your decisions affected me. You decided to do things without thinking about me.  I wish you would think how I would feel.  But I don’t know why that meant we were not together.  I still can’t accept it.

Moon was also adamantly pushing me to go to Canada and be with her.  I knew this would be a very bad idea.

I won’t go into the details, but Moon became angry with me.  Especially when I told her I could not be with her because I was in a relationship.  After a few weeks, she abruptly blocked me and stopped talking.

Reconciliation

The whole episode left me feeling bemused. Not only was it another confirmation that I was Geb, but I felt I had opened up a hornet’s nest of unresolved issues that I had been oblivious to.  (I soon discovered that she wasn’t the only one I had jilted, though that would be another story.)

It was three and a half years later when Moon finally made contact with me again. She told me she was living in New York, and she didn’t remember everything that had happened between us; but she knew it was time to let go of the past and move forward.

Moon felt genuine, and I felt a sense of relief that we could at least reconcile.

Canada

In another amazing Synchronicity, I ended up living in Toronto, Canada for 6 months in 2016 to early 2017.  Moon also ended up there at the same time and we lived 30 minutes away from each other.

We were able to meet up several times, and having met Moon in person, I have no doubt she is who I thought:  NUT.

There was no pull to be with her, though. But there was a flow. In the 3D, however, we are just too different to be together.

We have our own ideas on how things should be done. She is technically my opposite, after all.

Soul Binds

So many individuals have found me over the years when I’ve sent out a Soul Call. To date many associates, and my Soul Children, have found me.  Such people help validate who I am, the memories we share, and many of the things that have gone on.

Those who I first thought were allies, turned out to be anything but.

Thus, along with people such as those who remember their past lives, it helps to build a much bigger picture.

I have been blessed with so many wonderful people who have come into my life. I started off from a place where I felt I was totally alone and have found that, over the years, I am far from that.

Death Do Us Part

We become Soul Bound by acts of love, hate, anger, revenge, curses and so on.

This is one good reason to think carefully before attacking someone in your current life or making any deal or agreement with a particular person. Death is not the end of our association, by any means.

With that being said, I am grateful that someone saw fit and was wise enough to include the statement: “Till death do us part,” in marriage vows.  At least those vows won’t carry over into other lives.