46 – About Lilith and Cain

Lilith:  Freeing A Succubus

Here, I go into some speculation. What I write about Lilith and Cain is what I’ve pieced together, so far.

Lilith has been coming up in my life for decades.  I’ve come across several of her Avatars. (I guess that’s the Law of Attraction.)  During one of my earliest Mind Travels, at the age of 12, I found myself in what looked like the inner chamber of a pyramid.

Eventually, I came across a sarcophagus and opened it.  A Spirit fled the moment I did. It had clearly been imprisoned.

(It was only around 2016, that I fully understood that inner pyramid chambers were used to trap Souls and confine them.)

I followed this Spirit and saw it was a woman, who I later worked out to be Lilith.

Lilith was beautiful and she knew it. She used glamour to make herself alluring to the unwary.  At the time, I had no clue what glamour was; only that Lilith was using it.

Every night, I returned to my Mind Travels and observed her.  I noticed that she used her beauty as a lure to control and manipulate others.  I did not hide the fact it was me who had freed her.  It was because of this Lilith took an interest in me.  At first, despite that I believed it was all imaginary, I was flattered.

However, as I saw how Lilith had mastered seduction, I decided it was better not to get involved, and left.

The fact that Lilith was free seemed important to me.   Inasmuch, when I allowed the Astral Assassins to succeed in killing me to shift timelines, one of the first things I did was go back and ensure that Lilith was free again.

This time, I chose not to let her know it was me who had freed her. She then completely dismissed me when I was in her presence.

This was one of those Mind Travels that remained vivid in my mind, and occasionally, my thoughts would return to it.

Supernatural

Decades later, in 2006, my attention was drawn to the name Lilith.  I happened to see an episode of the show “Supernatural,” where the character of Lilith first appeared.  I found that the name fully resonated with me. I felt compelled to look into it, though I did not know where to begin.

I had no doubt I had heard the name before.  I somehow knew that she was the one I freed from her prison, when I was younger.  I felt it was important that I find out who Lilith was and how she fitted in.  I spent years, on and off, doggedly pursuing this path.

Since then, Lilith has come up more times than I can remember, especially with regards to Omen. 

Omen told me that Lilith had appeared to him, and claimed to be his mother. He then raped her.

Why he did that, I cannot say. Ecclasia claimed that it was an event that was hard to ignore if you were in the astral at the time. But that was typical Omen.  He was a demonic, after all.

He also told me that Lilith was the Hindu goddess, Ishtar.

In addition, Scriptures also stated that Lilith was the first wife of Adam, which raised all kinds of interesting questions.

Cain

I always dismissed the story of Adam, Eve and the Garden of Eden.  However, I will admit it got my attention when Omen casually mentioned that Cain was an Incubus.

He was talking about someone else, then said:

Omen:     He’s one of Cain’s kids. So incubus, but doesn’t work for Baal that I know of, but he seems familiar, so yeh probably works for Baal… ehhhh

Gary:     Who is Cain? Not the biblical one?

Omen:     Never met him, apparently he was the “first serpent,” or whatever. What happens when Fae and demons do the dirty, from what I can tell.  He’s Baal’s superior, but no one’s seen him in a while that I can tell… Baal runs the incubus trade, used to support the Legion but now he’s off with the Triquerta.  He supplies all the bodies and feeds them [denoting Triquetra’s agents].  I worked for him for a short stint…..it didn’t work out.  I got fired.

The Great Masquerade

This piece of information fascinated me.  About a year prior, I had several sessions with a role-playing game called:   Vampire: The Great Masquerade.

The Game Master, a man called Jeffrey, gave us a quick bit of history. He said that Cain was the First Vampire and went on to say that no one had seen him in a long time.

The twenty-year-old girl’s body that Omen possessed, had never touched a game, online or off.  Otherwise, I would have believed it was someone spouting off game lore.

More importantly, this also meant the Designers of the game knew what they were doing.  Many real-life facts are found hidden in plain sight.

In any case, the fact that Cain existed meant that Adam and Eve did, too. From this, Omen made a broad implication that, if Cain was indeed the son of Adam and Eve, that would mean that Adam would have been a demon and Eve, a Fae.

Cain was one of those Beings I never expected to come across in this life. But in 2018, someone contacted me who claimed to be him. He seemed genuine, and all his stories checked out. At some point, I hope to give his side of the story about what really happened with Cain and Abel.

45 – The Annunaki

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A World of Opportunity

The Earth seems to have a lot of advantages that many other planets do not.  While life exists everywhere in this Multiverse, it’s mostly on higher vibrational levels.

On Earth, conditions are right to enter a body and have unique experiences. I don’t remember if this World is unique, but I will say it’s unlikely. I know there must be others out there in all the billions of possibilities.  But I speculate, as I have no way of knowing if what I’m saying is correct or not. But it seems this World has always been of special interest.

There are distinct advantages for incarnating into a body.  One of them is that whatever you create in a body has much greater substance on the Astral levels.

You can also use the body to completely forget who you are, recreate yourself anew, and take that added experience to your Greater Self when you leave.

There are also resources here, such as gold, which have useful properties.  (I don’t remember what those properties are, but it is highly valued.)  I know that gold strongly messes with demonics, though that can be overcome with the right type of energies.

As a side note, Omen said that gold would prevent him from being born when he ended up attached to a new fetus. (Even mobile phones would be painful for him to use. But he eventually found a way around that.)

Genocide

It was the Annunaki, comprised of what we term Angelics, Angels or The Fallen. (Thanks to my friend, Ecclasia, for that piece of information.) The Annunaki came to this planet and decided that they wanted it for themselves.

When they arrived, they wiped out most of the denizens that were already here. They committed genocide on a grand scale.

The Annunaki seeded their own human race. In doing so, Humanity was genetically altered to have low awareness and no real connection to the Source or Oneness.  Humans were created to be slaves. The Annunaki considered humans their property and Humanity was viewed as chattel or livestock.  Then, the Annunaki claimed the Earth as their own.

It’s also worth noting that this lack of awareness and connection could be overridden.  There had to be an override, otherwise those beings who jump in and out of bodies would be disabled and unable to do what is needed.

I have witnessed such things.  I’ve seen beings such as Reapers (who Omen called “glorified hitmen”, whose jobs are to collect Souls with expired Agreements) jump into bodies, get online, and know exactly who to email or locate on social media.

I suspect this happens frequently. 

Wars

Much of the Annunaki’s commitment of genocide occurred during the time of Atlantis. These were long and bloody wars. Many of the old Hindu gods were killed, enslaved, or went into hiding. Some of them were bound like Omen and some betrayed their own for more power.

As for why I stood by and did nothing: It was complicated.  I was playing the long-term game. Events needed to play out. If I had intervened, they would have just repeated at some point. Only when all is said and done, and everything has run its course, can I truly intervene. I believe that time is soon.

Over time, with all the wars, corruptions and manipulations going on, the vibrations of this world began to fall.  The energy became denser and harder to be in.  It also allowed negative beings, such as the demonic, to come here and stay.

44 – The Coming of The Fae

The Gaia, Otherkin, And Coming of the Fae

Otherkin are non-human spirits in a human body. You might ask: Then what is a human?  To which my response would be:   The original denizens of this planet earth.

However, this would not be strictly accurate. The human bodies are part of the Gaia matrix. However, human souls are not.

The definition becomes a little fuzzy when you add something like Fae into the equation because while you can associate them with The Gaia, they are also classed as Otherkin.

The reason being is that there is more than one source. One is The Gaia’s energy matrix itself and the other is an external source. (These would be classed as Otherkin aka Starseeds.)

For those who are not aware, The Gaia Hypothesis, as it is generally known, is that there is a living embodiment of the Earth.  It’s what we would call Mother Nature. Everything is connected to this spirit and is regulated by Her.

I first came across this back around 1990, while playing a game called Sim Earth by Maxis and instantly dismissed it as being improbable.

In fact, I dismissed just about everything as being improbable, in spite of already having quite a few experiences.

I  personally believe this is something that is hard wired into the human body to keep us disconnected from our own Source.

Orion

I have noticed, though, that my own Soul family, or at least the NUT side of it, appears to have Fae energy. Personally, I find some Otherkin Fae almost irresistible.

The question I pondered was:    If some of us Otherkin are from Orion (though I don’t recall if we originated there or just made it our home) and Fae seem to be native to this planet, then where did that energy come from?

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