111 – Is Declaring Who I Am An Ego Trip?

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Ego Trip

Is declaring your past lives, who you are, and that you were considered a historical god important or just an ego trip? I explore this question in this entry.

I’m sure there are some out there who might be thinking to themselves: “That Gary Leigh… Why would he say he is The Phoenix Source and a god?  If that were true, surely, he wouldn’t say such a thing. Wouldn’t he be humble about it? Surely, he’s just on an ego trip.”

And, yes… There is certainly a perception that if you state your achievements and you were someone of note, then you can’t be the real deal because the genuine article would never do such a thing.

That’s assuming that you don’t think that I’m delusional or doing this because I’m looking for attention.

Reasonable Questions

Those are reasonable questions and there are reasons why I do this.

Yes, it’s true that I openly declare who I am.  I don’t hide it when people ask.  However, at the same time, it’s not as though I make a point of telling people either.

As far as I’m aware, there are no Universal Laws or rules that state you must deny who you are.

More importantly, I am not claiming to be a Master, Ascended or otherwise. No true Master would make that claim as they know they are always learning.

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110 – How A Lighter Saved My Life.

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Seemingly Random

This is an entry from my Autobiography, I am The PhoenixIt’s about one of the more interesting synchronicities that occurred during my earlier years in the 1980s. This is a story about how a series of seemingly random events that undoubtedly saved me from the strong possibility of being murdered.

The year was 1986 and I had just started to come across the words The Phoenix.

I had come across the name of The Phoenix before 1986, but they made no blip in my consciousness. I had forgotten everything about who I was, so completely; I had no memory or even resonance with those two words.

This was by design because if I remembered who I was, then the entire point of why I was here and what I was doing would become moot.

It was in 1986 that those  words finally started to register, and I took more notice.

It was in the next week, after taking notice of those words for the first time, that the first major attack occurred.  It was an incident wherein if things had gone differently, I’m quite certain I would have been murdered. 

Naivety

When my mother remarried, my stepfather had two grown sons. One of them had some psychological issues and could end up being quite aggressive and violent. His name was Emond (Not his real name).  I met him in 1981 when I was 16 years old.

In my naivety, I thought that I might be able to help him. But I had no clue what the hell I was doing. All my theories were pretty much “Pie in the Sky” type ideals.

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109 – What Exactly Are Binds?

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Binds

I’ve been asked to write an entry on Binds. As they seem to be used a lot, but so many are unaware of them, I thought it was a good idea to do so.

What are Binds?

A Bind is a tool, generally used on the astral level, to control and enslave others. They are, as a rule, used on the Soul body as opposed to the physical one.

You may be thinking that sounds like a thing of fantasy. How can such things exist? Can they be real and if so, what type of Being would use them and on who?

Which are all good questions.

Let’s start off by looking at what a Bind is.

Materials

A Bind is made up of a vibrational substance that resonates with the Being that is intended to be bound.

The material depends on who and what you are trying to bind. For instance, some binds are made from Void energy.  I’ve also seen gossamer threads, that come from astral spiders, used to create them.

Astral spiders tend to reside on the Astral Levels. Yes, they do exist and this is not the entry to go into them, but it’s enough to know they can create the equivalent of webbing in the Astral.

This webbing is also said to be one of the materials that The Fates use to weave the Lines of Fate.

There are other materials, but those are the main two I’m aware of.

When active, they tend to glow, or at least the ones I’ve seen do.

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