The Phoenix Archives: About This Site

The Phoenix Archives

Welcome to The Phoenix Archives.

You are about to enter into a series of blogs that may well challenge all that you believe in.

First item at hand:   This is not a work of fiction.

This site is a supplemental blog to my autobiography:    I Am The Phoenix.

For those who have read it, this blog will provide a lot of additional information and insights into that book.

For those who have not, it will still provide a lot of fascinating information.

Much of History and Mythology has been incorrectly recorded, either through lack of information or being written by the Victors.

I will attempt to cover what I know and fill in the blanks as they come to light.

All I can do is promise that the information is as faithful to History as it can be made. Events will be described as they occurred without dramatization or embellishment.

At this point in time, a new entry will be released every Saturday at 6 am PST.

To start at the beginning, click on this link:     A little about me.

You can see all entries here.

The next entries can be found at the bottom of the page by clicking ‘next’.

223 – The importance of being a soul. (And why it affects you.)

I know this may be hard for many.

There is something many fail to comprehend. You don’t have a soul. You ARE a soul.

The body is just our vessel. It allows us to experience life on Earth in ways that would otherwise be impossible.

This is more important than most seem to believe.

For many, they act as though they are immune to consequences. That with enough wealth, friends, and connections, they will not have to worry about any repercussions. Their mindset is that once they die, that’s it. Nothing more to see here.

One may have money, power, status, and influence while in a body. However, none of these will protect them once they lose that body.

While the body gives some protection to a soul, it does not mean the soul is safe.

It is vulnerable to attacks, harm, and even being taken. (I have seen all of those things occur.)

Read more: 223 – The importance of being a soul. (And why it affects you.)

What makes the soul safe, you may wonder?

High-level vibrations.

The lower one’s vibrations are, the easier one’s soul is to attack or take out.

The nice thing about achieving a high vibrational level is that it doesn’t take much to reach a protective level.

Intention is key.

Look after each other, look after the world, and take responsibility for your choices.

The important thing about the last is that by taking responsibility, you are taking back your power. By blaming everyone else, you are, in essence, saying, I have no control over what happens to me.

Stop demonizing one side while justifying your own side’s actions. Both have positive and negative aspects, depending on who you are and what your goals or agendas are.

Willful ignorance will not serve in the end.

You may fool your peers, but you cannot fool the universe.

And here is the kicker. The soul can be taken out. The body will continue on just fine, as the body is its own thing. But the soul, that’s another matter.

We are not the immortal soul that sits outside this realm, the Realm of the Relative. This is an aspect of what we call the Higher Self that can be hurt, damaged, or even sacrificed or consumed.  

It can even be killed. Yes, you read that right.

And this is by design, as our time in this realm must be limited, as one day, we will all wish to return to Source or home.

But that’s an aside. The real problem here is what is happening now when the body dies.

Many who have left this world and who have spent their lives being malicious, exploitative, or abusive in their power are now in an area of the astral, awaiting the rest.

Where they end up will depend on how they have lived their lives.

Many souls will be fine. Many souls have done their best to be decent beings.

But many souls will find that negative intentions and actions have consequences.

And no, they won’t end up in Hell. Hell (which shouldn’t be here to begin with) is not a place for souls.

They will end up in the reality they have made for themselves. Whatever they helped create, they must experience. Normally, from the wrong side (from their perspective) of things.

And as outraged as people may become at this, as indignant they may be at the suggestion that they should ever be subject to such things, it doesn’t change the fact that this is how it works.

I really cannot stress enough just how important this is. Especially in what is clearly an end-of-days cycle. (And possibly the last of this particular one.)

Most seem to ignore or dismiss these warnings. This stuff should be viral because of how important it is.

Once again, I should point out that I am not religious. I am not part of a cult. I do not do drugs, drink, or engage in any funky practices.

All my knowledge comes from personal experience, observation, and the memories of many lifetimes.

But what would I know? I’m just a confirmed, incarnated primordial source who just so happens to be neck deep in this crap.

222 – The most compelling proof of the afterlife I have seen.

Sensitive Photo Warning

A quick, but fascinating one today.

A friend of mine’s elderly mother passed away in 2023.

For four days, she sat with her and nursed her to help her pass.

She promised her mother she would call for her family in the spirit realms to come and assist her passing over so that she would not be alone.

When she passed, she took a photo of her mother. Then, a minute later, she had a strong feeling of presence in the room, so she took three more.

She captured some of the clearest, most compelling photos I have ever seen of supernatural proof.

These photos show the departed mother, so they have been blurred. Please be warned that if you reveal them, the images may be disturbing.

I will vouch for these photos to be 100% genuine.

Feedback on these photos are welcome.

This is the mother immediately after passing.

Sensitive material showing recently deceased body. Body before spirits arrive.

This is a few minutes later.

Slide to reveal Spirits surrounding a body.
Disturbing image warning. This shows a departed body. Departed body with spirits around it.

This misty appearance is typical of spirits who are seen in the 3D levels.

I once walked through a ghost while staying at someone’s house and for a brief moment, it felt like I was walking through a mist.

I was also admonished by the two people who witnessed me doing so for being so rude to walk through the spirit! To be fair, it just happened too quickly!

221 – What if I can’t meditate.

failure to meditate

Meditation as a Skill

One of the things that was drummed into me, as I was starting, in earnest, on my path, back in 1984, was that to progress spiritually, you must meditate.

Many different sources, some from books, some from people, would repeat this to me over the years.

The message was always the same. If you don’t do it every day, you will never make spiritual progress nor develop your psychic powers and abilities.

It seemed that the bottom line was: If you don’t meditate, you will not get very far.

I decided, it was in my best interest to learn this skill.

Read more: 221 – What if I can’t meditate.

My Personal Meditation Space

It was suggested that one should create a personal space that was dedicated to meditation. A little alcove was deemed to be ideal.

As synchronicity would have it, a large sized playhouse, made out of cardboard, was being thrown away at work. I felt it was perfect for my needs, so I asked if I could take it.

The playhouse was up in a private area and used it as my meditation space for a while.

I also ended up with a meditation cloak Those are intended to shield you from outside energies. It was made for me because, at the time, I was playing Dungeons and Dragons. An annual event was coming and as I played a cleric, a cloak with a hood was made for me.  It was made from a material perfect for my meditative needs.

(As a side note, I eventually stopped playing D&D when I started to notice that the lines between fantasy and real life were blurring, and it was no longer the escapism I had come to enjoy!)

My Failure to Meditate

Try as I might, I could never settle and meditate. When I tried, I just felt myself thinking, this feels like a waste of time, and I could be doing something more productive.

As the years wore on, I tried all the techniques I could find. I visited places that offered to teach you and read books on the subject.

But my efforts were in vain. No matter how much I practiced or tried, I simply could not do it.

All I felt was an energetic discomfort as I focused on my breathing. I wasn’t feeling any shift in my consciousness, nor did I feel any improvements due to what I was doing.

Personal Observations

This bothered me for many years until I started to make some personal observations.

My abilities were growing anyway. I was starting to develop abilities and skills that were said to only be gained through dedicated practice and meditation.

One of the goals of meditation is to have control over one’s thoughts and quieten your mind. However, I’ve noticed that I can do this naturally.  For decades, I have observed my own thoughts and random “noise” appears to be absent.

I put part of this down to the effects of Bach Flower Remedies, but it’s always felt natural.

Someone, who claimed that he could read minds and sense thoughts, remarked that I had the quietest mind he had ever come across.

Another reason to meditate is that it’s good for health, and a sense of wellbeing. I can’t say that helped me. But Bach Flower Remedies did.

There are many reasons to meditate, and those who do it can no doubt come up with them.

However, there was one thing I noticed about those who did meditate. It didn’t seem to improve them spiritually. They were still assholes. They still indulged in their dramas and they were no less jealous and spiteful of their spiritual peers.

Meditation May Not Be for You

While I couldn’t meditate, I did notice that I was doing a conscious contemplation. This was on a regular basis. I could do it anywhere. Walking, working, at a concert, at the movies…

The timing didn’t matter. I was not only getting information that I needed on the fly, but working on my soul evolution, knowledge, communicating with my guides, and finding my inner peace and calm.

I came to the conclusion that meditation is just one way to reach your goals.

It’s not the only way.

If you can’t do it, it does not mean you will never progress. Find your own method. Do what feels right for you.

Don’t let some snobby, so-called guru, insist that their way is the only way. It’s not.

You do you. Because that is the best way forward… for you.