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The Phoenix Archives: About This Site

The Phoenix Archives

Welcome to The Phoenix Archives.

You are about to enter into a series of blogs that may well challenge all that you believe in.

First item at hand:   This is not a work of fiction.

This site is a supplemental blog to my autobiography:    I Am The Phoenix.

For those who have read it, this blog will provide a lot of additional information and insights into that book.

For those who have not, it will still provide a lot of fascinating information.

Much of History and Mythology has been incorrectly recorded, either through lack of information or being written by the Victors.

I will attempt to cover what I know and fill in the blanks as they come to light.

All I can do is promise that the information is as faithful to History as it can be made. Events will be described as they occurred without dramatization or embellishment.

At this point in time, a new entry will be released every Saturday at 6 am PST.

To start at the beginning, click on this link:     A little about me.

You can see all entries here.

The next entries can be found at the bottom of the page by clicking ‘next’.

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222 – The most compelling proof of the afterlife I have seen.

Sensitive Photo Warning

A quick, but fascinating one today.

A friend of mine’s elderly mother passed away in 2023.

For four days, she sat with her and nursed her to help her pass.

She promised her mother she would call for her family in the spirit realms to come and assist her passing over so that she would not be alone.

When she passed, she took a photo of her mother. Then, a minute later, she had a strong feeling of presence in the room, so she took three more.

She captured some of the clearest, most compelling photos I have ever seen of supernatural proof.

These photos show the departed mother, so they have been blurred. Please be warned that if you reveal them, the images may be disturbing.

I will vouch for these photos to be 100% genuine.

Feedback on these photos are welcome.

This is the mother immediately after passing.

Sensitive material showing recently deceased body. Body before spirits arrive.

This is a few minutes later.

Slide to reveal Spirits surrounding a body.
Disturbing image warning. This shows a departed body. Departed body with spirits around it.

This misty appearance is typical of spirits who are seen in the 3D levels.

I once walked through a ghost while staying at someone’s house and for a brief moment, it felt like I was walking through a mist.

I was also admonished by the two people who witnessed me doing so for being so rude to walk through the spirit! To be fair, it just happened too quickly!

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221 – What if I can’t meditate.

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Meditation as a Skill

One of the things that was drummed into me, as I was starting, in earnest, on my path, back in 1984, was that to progress spiritually, you must meditate.

Many different sources, some from books, some from people, would repeat this to me over the years.

The message was always the same. If you don’t do it every day, you will never make spiritual progress nor develop your psychic powers and abilities.

It seemed that the bottom line was: If you don’t meditate, you will not get very far.

I decided, it was in my best interest to learn this skill.

Read more: 221 – What if I can’t meditate.

My Personal Meditation Space

It was suggested that one should create a personal space that was dedicated to meditation. A little alcove was deemed to be ideal.

As synchronicity would have it, a large sized playhouse, made out of cardboard, was being thrown away at work. I felt it was perfect for my needs, so I asked if I could take it.

The playhouse was up in a private area and used it as my meditation space for a while.

I also ended up with a meditation cloak Those are intended to shield you from outside energies. It was made for me because, at the time, I was playing Dungeons and Dragons. An annual event was coming and as I played a cleric, a cloak with a hood was made for me.  It was made from a material perfect for my meditative needs.

(As a side note, I eventually stopped playing D&D when I started to notice that the lines between fantasy and real life were blurring, and it was no longer the escapism I had come to enjoy!)

My Failure to Meditate

Try as I might, I could never settle and meditate. When I tried, I just felt myself thinking, this feels like a waste of time, and I could be doing something more productive.

As the years wore on, I tried all the techniques I could find. I visited places that offered to teach you and read books on the subject.

But my efforts were in vain. No matter how much I practiced or tried, I simply could not do it.

All I felt was an energetic discomfort as I focused on my breathing. I wasn’t feeling any shift in my consciousness, nor did I feel any improvements due to what I was doing.

Personal Observations

This bothered me for many years until I started to make some personal observations.

My abilities were growing anyway. I was starting to develop abilities and skills that were said to only be gained through dedicated practice and meditation.

One of the goals of meditation is to have control over one’s thoughts and quieten your mind. However, I’ve noticed that I can do this naturally.  For decades, I have observed my own thoughts and random “noise” appears to be absent.

I put part of this down to the effects of Bach Flower Remedies, but it’s always felt natural.

Someone, who claimed that he could read minds and sense thoughts, remarked that I had the quietest mind he had ever come across.

Another reason to meditate is that it’s good for health, and a sense of wellbeing. I can’t say that helped me. But Bach Flower Remedies did.

There are many reasons to meditate, and those who do it can no doubt come up with them.

However, there was one thing I noticed about those who did meditate. It didn’t seem to improve them spiritually. They were still assholes. They still indulged in their dramas and they were no less jealous and spiteful of their spiritual peers.

Meditation May Not Be for You

While I couldn’t meditate, I did notice that I was doing a conscious contemplation. This was on a regular basis. I could do it anywhere. Walking, working, at a concert, at the movies…

The timing didn’t matter. I was not only getting information that I needed on the fly, but working on my soul evolution, knowledge, communicating with my guides, and finding my inner peace and calm.

I came to the conclusion that meditation is just one way to reach your goals.

It’s not the only way.

If you can’t do it, it does not mean you will never progress. Find your own method. Do what feels right for you.

Don’t let some snobby, so-called guru, insist that their way is the only way. It’s not.

You do you. Because that is the best way forward… for you.

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220 – Humans: – A Rant

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And now a rant.

This entry a rant about humans and their attitudes.

To summarize what the previous three entries have been about, human souls and otherkin, are not native to this world. They were allowed to come here by agreeing to two main soul agreements.

1). Humans must take care of each other

2). Humans must take care of the Earth and its lifeforms.

To put it bluntly, most here are guests on this planet.

That means humans are guests, too. They do not have a divine right to be here. Their bodies belong to The Gaia.

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The Gaia is Real and Big

The Gaia isn’t some theory or esoteric concept. I know that people love to believe She is, but I can tell you She isn’t.

Many have felt her. Many have met her. Omen, who had more metaphysical knowledge than anyone I knew, said the following about Her when he felt Her calling him.

“Do you know how big Gaia is? It’s not just the earth’s aura, you know?

It’s everything attached to, and living off of it, too

I mean, sure it’s not as bad as angelics, but it’s still out of my league… because i can’t eat it.

Or I could but that would be counterproductive to my survival here… and everywhere else as a result.”

I’ve felt her call me over the decades. I’ve met some of her minor Avatars and I know her main avatar (which many others have independently recognized).

Point is, this is not something that can be dismissed by saying: Well, it’s not real, so I can ignore it.

Human Behavior is Appalling

With that in mind, The Gaia and the soul contracts are very real. They cannot be simply dismissed.

The behavior of so many on this planet is appalling.

There is simply no excuse that justifies treating each other the way we do. Lying, cheating, slavery, scamming, exploiting and anything else along those lines.

The stealing of land, attempted genocide, treatment of nature, the killing of non-human creatures, just because they are either in the way, or you don’t happen to like what they look like.

There is also no excuse to abuse this planet the way many do.

There is living in this world, and using its resources, and then there is the rape of a planet and what it has to offer.

It’s acknowledged that it’s virtually impossible to keep a zero-impact footprint in today’s world, and allowances are made for that. Try as we might, if you want to fucntion in today’s society, we have to accept that certain evils are a way of life.

But what many are doing goes way beyond that. It’s a poisoning of the planet and its energies.

No Reason Not to Look After Each Other

The fact we need laws just to keep people from doing terrible acts says a lot about who we are as a society and species.

There simply is no excuse to exploit everything to make yourself rich. How rich do you need to be before even looking after others?

My point is, looking after each other isn’t something that you should be told to do. You should just do it. There is no reason not to.

Keeping people homeless, poor, starving, and working jobs that pay next to nothing, for political gain, power, or status, is the exact opposite of how we are supposed to be treating each other.

Your 3D laws do not make it right. Your excuses of “that’s the way it’s always been” or “my religion says this is how it should be” is not an excuse. The Gaia, and Universal Law, do not recognize such justifications.

It’s Time to Make a Choice

And now we come to a point in history where it looks like humans will need to make a choice.

Either continue down this road and risk this world being destroyed by human stupidity.

Or risk being wiped out by The Gaia, or those who protect Her.

Or abide by the soul agreements.

Those who do not follow them will risk being barred from this planet. Or at least the higher levels. The lower ones (the ones that would be considered Hellish in nature) would need to be gone through first for a chance for reentry.

Karma is Real

Humans also have this insane idea that they have one life. That they can do whatever the Hell they want, and once they die, they will not have to worry about the consequences.

Well, for those who believe that, I have news for you. Every time you reincarnate here, you will be bound to the situations, and its circumstances that you have created.

You don’t get to escape it. You get to experience it. And not as the victor, but from the other side of things. For instance, If you created a slave trade, you will be born as a slave. It’s not a punishment. It’s simply how things work. Karma is real. Karma is cause and effect.

Most don’t get it, though. They just keep on doubling down on their actions. This may be due to the core personality rarely changing between incarnations. We remain consistent from lifetime to lifetime. Even in the astral levels, we don’t change that much. We just know we’re spirit, not the meatbag that people believe they are.

But even that option won’t be available to begin with if you are barred. The process of earning back your right to be here will involve coming up through the lower levels. Conspiracy theorists will feel right at home there, as they will get to live out their worst nightmares. The things they insisted were true (even though they weren’t) will become part of the reality they have attuned to and chosen for themselves.

Only once you’ve accepted responsibility for your own choices and actions, and shown true penance, and understanding (which the Universe will repeatedly test you on), will you be able to move on.

We’re Not Asking Much

You may argue that just because we don’t remember these agreements, that they don’t hold, but that doesn’t matter.

There is no way people can truly justify the way they are treating each other and exploiting this world for their own selfish gains.

Yes, it’s fine to use the resources. It’s not fine to use them to consolidate power, money or exploit others.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t believe. The soul contracts are still valid and still active. I’ve checked them.

All who violate them will discover how real they are.

And honestly, we’re not asking much. Just treat each other and this planet decently. Stop spreading malicious information and attacking those who you don’t agree with.

It’s now up to you to take note, pass the message onto those who will listen and safeguard the future of this planet.

And if you’re asking, “who the hell are you to be saying this”, let me remind you, that I’m Geb. I am the god of this Earth. A title that is not just random or frivolous. I work with The Gaia. I have from the start, and I will continue to do so after I’ve left this body.

The contracts will be enforced. Your belief is not required.

If you don’t believe me, try me.

/end rant.